Wispers of Love

Funny how life comes about and goes about.
One moment, you thought that you've lost everything
the next, you find yourself gaining the whole world.

Completed my add maths project today. well kind of.
Leanne and Wai Kar practically well
thinks that my house is some kind of resort place where when there's a project to be done
it'll be laine's house they go to.
not complaining a bit though. Love them to bits.

Couldn't have gone through soo many things if they weren't there
when i needed someone.

Love. Seems to bring about happiness to one's life.
Funny how love can conquer one so much and well.
and as for now.
baby it's you I want tonight.

Goodbye Kiss

All it took was a simple phone call

that left me shocked and teared.

years have passesd and we both have moved on.

the fact that all this years you could not put me aside

shocked me the most

i thought we have both moved on

and what was left between us

was friendship, something no one could break.

when it came to you

i never played hard to get

instead you were the one playing the game all the while

and I went along with it.

I gave you all the time you needed.

I waited for you long enough.

but you were just to proud to admit your feelings.

time passed and the clock continues to click.

after all this while.

you summed up the courage to confess everything.

but baby, it's all too late.

i've waited long enough for you to say those words

but they bring no meaning to me now

for my heart belongs some where else.

it hurts to say,

but i've moved on in life.

it'll be hard for you

but i've done it.

I've accepted everything

so it's time for you to move on and put me a side

the way i've done it with you.

You'll always have a place in my heart.

All i have for you now

is just memories

and

finally,

A goodbye kiss.

Promises

School has started for a week. and yeap. the pressure is on. the stress is on.

i'haven been blogging lately. and due to lack of time. I'll just post something here.

hehe. suppose to be doing research.

you've taken my breath away. promises are not meant to be broken. we'll see how long we can go without breaking.
eveything when fresh and new delights us, will all this last or will it be like a flower, wilting as day and time passes?

Maniac

OMG. holidays are coming to an end. shit.
I think the only thing I've been doing this holls, is PROCASTINATING!!!

fcuk. I just realised my room is like a war zone. My sleeping room is like a pig sty. lol so much for me wanting two rooms in the first place. My wardrobe looks like a bomb just landed on it.

ugh. I have to start cleaning up before school starts. Once school starts, full nerd gear will be on.

I'm so frigging sleepy. Can't keep my eyes open. boo.

Raindrops

holidays are going to end. seems like I have been wasting a lot of time this holls. with the initial plans of spending money, study and bla...bla... sad to say, i've only achieved 1% of the initial plans. :( feeling bad about it.

All in all I've only seem to achieve the spending money part. lol.
Hope daddy doesn't see this, i've spent RM 700 over in less than two weeks. pfft.

nothing much has been happening this week. the weather seems to be down this days. rain non stop.

Laine has become a genius and she feels like a kid again. I'm stuck at home sick last night with fever. why? Laine played rain for two days non stop.

it's not a crime to be a kiddie at times....

i probably haven come to my senses about the fact i promised i won't play rain again.

June

June is here!!!!!

what a kick start I had to the new month.

I had a row with my mum this morning. It's becoming like a daily routine.

What the heck is our parents problems? all they do is make false assumptions about everything. and who the hell does her friends think thery are? telling her all sorts of rubbish that I have a bf and all. wtf?

I'm so frustrated and all. pfft.

Can I have a life of my own?

I feel like moving out of the house but i guess it's utterly impossible for now.

ps: thanks for being there when I needed someone to complain to. :) I've been a pretty good alarm clock haven i? thanks anyways!!!!!