It's coming to an end

All good things must come to an end. May has come and will be going and soon June will be greeting us. Half a year has passed. and yes. Shit. SPM is coming closer. :( boo.

cut the carbs. Elaine has officially gone aneroxic. She doesn't love food anymore.

yes, if you think i'm joking think twice.

everytime i lay my eyes on food, i feel like throwing up instantly. every bite i take, i feel like i'm putting too much carbs into my mouth. It feels great with every meal i manage too skip. the less i eat, the happier i become. :)

yes. I haven been eating properly since holidays started. skipping meals have been a daily routine. a bad one I guess.

oh-well. Elaine hates food for now.

When You Look Me In The Eye

having all the free time for now doesn't bring about any good as I hope it had. well i'm not exactly complaining and all but with all the time i've finally figured out my life or rather I hope i have done so. lol.

emotions are like a waterfall. They keep pouring over you like there's no tomorrow. you're stuck in my mind and soul. for a moment if anyone told me i'll fall for you when we first met, i'll say that the person is crazy and utterly mad. But now as time goes by and as the world keeps spinning, i've finally came to my senses.

it's getting crazier by the day. you're all over my mind. i just can't breathe, eat or sleep without even thinking about you. memories we have flow back like a slide show playing in my mind.

i wonder day by day. has all this started since you dropped the bombshell on me. i wish i had the answers to my questions. it seems all so strange and weird that i ould have actually fallen for you.

i'm utterly lost for words when it comes to you. i guess some thing were and are meant to be while some are just not.

probably we both need time. time to actually figure ourselves out and put out our old flames.

till then. we both know what we want.

Muddled

I'm all muddled up. Holidays are finally here but, I'm friggin bored.
so with all the free time in the world. my mind runs everywhere. every inch of my brain seems to be muddled up.

y must life be so complicated and all. things that you never expect to happen, comes dropping down on you like a bombshell.

i'm lost deep in thoughts.

guess we just have to make the best of life. :)

won't be blogging till saturday. daddy's taking my laptop outstation so ahhh. Going to miss you. :)

Exams

Pictures convey a thousand words. Let's see what exams can do to someone. Especially add maths paper 2. When you knda suck at it.