College Life through the looking glass.

Somewhere along the line this few months, I seem to have lost my blogging MOJO. I got it back finally. =)

11 months has passed and in a days time we would say goodbye to November and say Hello to December. that leaves me with 6 more weeks of holidays. Better make the best of it then! Holls have been A BIGGGGG BORE. for the first time in my 12 years of holls, i actually FEEL BORED. wonder who sucked the fun out of my life. =(

College life has ended and it has been nearly 2 weeks since my FINALS.

My 11 month journey in SAM has taught me alot more than my 11 years of schooling. It was during this 11 months that I have grown and matured and learned to discover myself and to learn what it is like to be out in the world. As we all left High school, I was still that immature person not knowing my purpose in life and my main prirorities in life. to me then life was all about fun and not knowing who I really was.

Duirng the early days, I argued, fought and even cried and begged till I no longer had any tears, All for ONE MAIN purpose so that I could enroll myself in the SAM programme. I was blessed with the fact that I had someone who I could confide in, someone who had been so faithfully listening to my rambles and cries. and that someone has never FAILED to cheer me up and instill faith in myself when I thought I had lost it all.

I won the battle with my parents in the end. managed to change their mindset and THANK GOD i managed to do so. =) The journey throughout SAM was not an easy one. I found it really hard to cope for the first 1 month. Everything was like GREEK & FRENCH to me. Assignments were delegated in the first week and that was the begining to the many amny countless assignments i had this year.

Amazingly I survived every single assignment, doing my very best and putting my very best into it. Presentations were plenty. It was always there waiting. and along the line, I have learned that to capture your audience attention, you first have to have FAITH AND CONFIDENCE in yourself. I endured sleepless nights and hundreds of cups of coffee to stay awake to complete each and every task. Common test and exams have become my second nature and heyy. it's like I'm IMMUNE to it already.

Indeed NOTHING IS EASY and NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. Honestly, I think I would't have survived Pre-U if it wasn't for my parents especially being there and giving all the moral support I needed. My great lecturers, for which I am really lucky to have. Each guiding me along the way and never failing to have hope in me. For onceee in 12 years of PTM. yes we had PTM and i thought I have escaped them all in college. My lecturers had only words of praises about me on their lips to my parents. Not because well my parents are paying BIG TIME for my fees but it was because they could see that inner me and they knew me much more than I knew myself. it was through them that i have learned and discovered myself.

My classmates also played a BIG ROLE in my college life. the memories, the joy the moments we spent together will always be a part of me. without them in class, I could just wonder what a big bore lectures would have been. =)

Morning bus sessions were the BEST and I'm definitely going to miss them. What greater way there is then to start the day with the DJ people talking and laughing all the way. nothing beats the DJIANS in my life. even if it was just 2 years that i was there, i feel like it has been a life time eternity spent there. okiee, big bore next year having to drive to Uni alone and endure morning jams. =.=

I thought I would never have had survived SAM but I did. =) The begining jouney was a tough one with the whole emotional tribulence thing I was facing, but I had my dearest besties waiting there for me to pick me up. It was during this 11 months that I have met the most amazing people in my life. met people from all walks of life and most importantly, I have become alot closer to friends who I hardly knew and this people are the best ones in my life.

There is a purpose here on life, and the ending of Pre-U is just the begining of something new. it is now only that the seedlings in our respective lifes has begin to germinate.

as for now I have 6 more weeks of holidays, I am going to make the best out of it. =D