Strange but yet true. This few days..all I have been doing is like lazing around..watching TV..sleeping..EATING..and of course being a "little angel" going for tution everyday and of course completing all the hw. What a boring life I have. Haha
Funny how one can feel extremely happy as though the world is all yours and one minute you can feel like your whole world has come tumbling on you.
This stupid thing has been affecting my mind lately. All I see is you and only u. All I think about is you and only you. Why can't I just get you out of my stupid vocabulary.
Ok..I have a new resolution. Stop thinking about YOU and get you of my mine.
Period.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Friday, November 23, 2007
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Seriously. All i have is one big QUESTION. What on earth have I done to receive all this shit crap man. Ever since I got back I ahve been like totally emo and stuff like that. I thought it was just me. But like everything else. We all have to learn about the truth no matter how painful and ugly the truth is. The truth may stab you or break you or it might even bring happiness to you.
The truth this time has brought me pain and tears and nothing else.
Since after our finals. We were all planning a class trip to Genting. Fine..all the tough work to be done. Organising trips are never easy...Suddenly we were able to go one minute ok then next minute not going. All those stupid kind of crap. One minute gt no room then one minute got room.Then our next problem was we didn't have any chaperones. Without an adult there was no way we could like book a room sice all of us are like "underage" bloody hell. Even if we own a credit card it's still no use.
Fine...when everything was near prefection...the main organiser suddenly ditched us for a nother group going up. Fine it does not matter though honestly I was quite pissed not with him but with another party. Then we started rearanging our plans again. Boom the next big news I got was that the other organiser is not going. Period. who had to take over ME! And i'm seriously not complaining or anything for at first my job was to be the big loan shark collecting money.
I tried my best to get everything in order.Every hotel seems to be booked even Awana. Can you beleive that! So..although we didn't have any rooms, I came up with a backup plan. We will go on a day trip. And then wehen everything seems to be like drifting away, Serene came back from China and said that her aunty had an appt up there. Wow...boy I was totally relieved. We were finally going to Genting!!!!!
Joy was written over everyone's faces. We set our dates and bought our transport tickets.
Period. Even with everything in place we still faced a lot of struggles. Still we made it up to the peak.
I thought everything was going to be ok. I never in my wildest dream expected this trip to end up like some disasterous catfight kinda thingi.
Funny if you ask me about it now...I still can't really put the bits and pieces together how this whole thing happen. It just happen.
everybody split into groups after dinner...we all wnet home seperately...some people bump into some physco at the lift..then..meow...catfight...
I mean it's like totally lame when I found out the source of it all. I mean honestly..you all could have just stood up and shouted..PEOPLE you are kind of negelcting us from the convo you know. I mean how were we supposed to know that you all felt that way.
This whole thing is just a misunderstanding. I seriously don't know why some ppl have to make such a big fuss out of it. I really can't beleive how low one can go by like sitting in the loo and listening to peole's conversations and standing at the door and listening to people talking in the hall. Seriously don't you have some respect for people's privacy!
The thing I really can't get over it's that a good intention has been viewed a s a sexual intention. How lame can this get? All we were offering is that so that you all can have much more place to sleep and we actually offered to sleep i n the hall.
Basically who in th eright mind will have sex in the hall for goodness sake. It's just the same as doing it in the Middle of the road.
I just can't belive that you actually thought that i wanted to sleep with the guys. I know where I stand morally woman!
The next question. who will have sex with a guy under their mum's nose? only an idiot will do it. Come on and face facts.
Whatver it is if you can't trust your friend's I feel really sad for you.
never knew you thought I was that wild and cheap to sleep randomly with anybody. Hell it was an inside joke.
Just cuz you are not that close with some guy and you talk to him...your friend's think that you're flirting with him!
How low can a girl go seriously?
I know myself and i know who dit it with me. We're both totally mature to know what we're doing.
I feel really hurt when I found out the truth. Really hurt. I just can't believe you!
And if you're afraid to repair things just because you'r eafraid it will happen again. It's fine with me. Go ahead and do whatever you want.
I've enough of everything.
PERIOD
The truth this time has brought me pain and tears and nothing else.
Since after our finals. We were all planning a class trip to Genting. Fine..all the tough work to be done. Organising trips are never easy...Suddenly we were able to go one minute ok then next minute not going. All those stupid kind of crap. One minute gt no room then one minute got room.Then our next problem was we didn't have any chaperones. Without an adult there was no way we could like book a room sice all of us are like "underage" bloody hell. Even if we own a credit card it's still no use.
Fine...when everything was near prefection...the main organiser suddenly ditched us for a nother group going up. Fine it does not matter though honestly I was quite pissed not with him but with another party. Then we started rearanging our plans again. Boom the next big news I got was that the other organiser is not going. Period. who had to take over ME! And i'm seriously not complaining or anything for at first my job was to be the big loan shark collecting money.
I tried my best to get everything in order.Every hotel seems to be booked even Awana. Can you beleive that! So..although we didn't have any rooms, I came up with a backup plan. We will go on a day trip. And then wehen everything seems to be like drifting away, Serene came back from China and said that her aunty had an appt up there. Wow...boy I was totally relieved. We were finally going to Genting!!!!!
Joy was written over everyone's faces. We set our dates and bought our transport tickets.
Period. Even with everything in place we still faced a lot of struggles. Still we made it up to the peak.
I thought everything was going to be ok. I never in my wildest dream expected this trip to end up like some disasterous catfight kinda thingi.
Funny if you ask me about it now...I still can't really put the bits and pieces together how this whole thing happen. It just happen.
everybody split into groups after dinner...we all wnet home seperately...some people bump into some physco at the lift..then..meow...catfight...
I mean it's like totally lame when I found out the source of it all. I mean honestly..you all could have just stood up and shouted..PEOPLE you are kind of negelcting us from the convo you know. I mean how were we supposed to know that you all felt that way.
This whole thing is just a misunderstanding. I seriously don't know why some ppl have to make such a big fuss out of it. I really can't beleive how low one can go by like sitting in the loo and listening to peole's conversations and standing at the door and listening to people talking in the hall. Seriously don't you have some respect for people's privacy!
The thing I really can't get over it's that a good intention has been viewed a s a sexual intention. How lame can this get? All we were offering is that so that you all can have much more place to sleep and we actually offered to sleep i n the hall.
Basically who in th eright mind will have sex in the hall for goodness sake. It's just the same as doing it in the Middle of the road.
I just can't belive that you actually thought that i wanted to sleep with the guys. I know where I stand morally woman!
The next question. who will have sex with a guy under their mum's nose? only an idiot will do it. Come on and face facts.
Whatver it is if you can't trust your friend's I feel really sad for you.
never knew you thought I was that wild and cheap to sleep randomly with anybody. Hell it was an inside joke.
Just cuz you are not that close with some guy and you talk to him...your friend's think that you're flirting with him!
How low can a girl go seriously?
I know myself and i know who dit it with me. We're both totally mature to know what we're doing.
I feel really hurt when I found out the truth. Really hurt. I just can't believe you!
And if you're afraid to repair things just because you'r eafraid it will happen again. It's fine with me. Go ahead and do whatever you want.
I've enough of everything.
PERIOD
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Friggin Hollidays
Holidays.
Something that everyone student hate and love.
I for once really hate the holidays for now. It's so friggin boring! Thank goodness for that trip to Genting! If not I wouln't know what to do with my holls!
Everyday seems like a drag. Waking up every morning nad asking yourself the same old boring question, " What am I to do today?" It's getting kind of depressing asking the same question day in day out.
The malls are frigging pathetic. It's like you can actually walk and sleep. Everywhere you walk you seem to see the same old thing. Shops never seem to change their mannequins! Pathetic. Everytime you walk past say on eshop and you'll see the same clothes there and the smae old boring people there. haha
Another bad things about holidays are that you spent tons of money. Normal schooling days, how much money can you spent? 3/4 of our day is spent in school, tution and completing our never ending mountain of homework. When it's the holls, all you do is sit around and think of food and shopping. hehe...probably my da's really wise for not wanting to get me a credit card even the debit ones because he know I'll probably have the card melted by the time I get home from the mall and he'll probably have to buy a bigger house with an extra large storeroom to keep all my stuff! haha
Well..thank goodness for the next two weeks, I have something to do every morning! Lame as its seems and sounds...I have add maths tution like every singgle friggind day! including SATURDAY!!!! well at least that would keep me occupied and prevent myself from getting all emo and thinking about stuff that has already been shoved under the bed.
Something that everyone student hate and love.
I for once really hate the holidays for now. It's so friggin boring! Thank goodness for that trip to Genting! If not I wouln't know what to do with my holls!
Everyday seems like a drag. Waking up every morning nad asking yourself the same old boring question, " What am I to do today?" It's getting kind of depressing asking the same question day in day out.
The malls are frigging pathetic. It's like you can actually walk and sleep. Everywhere you walk you seem to see the same old thing. Shops never seem to change their mannequins! Pathetic. Everytime you walk past say on eshop and you'll see the same clothes there and the smae old boring people there. haha
Another bad things about holidays are that you spent tons of money. Normal schooling days, how much money can you spent? 3/4 of our day is spent in school, tution and completing our never ending mountain of homework. When it's the holls, all you do is sit around and think of food and shopping. hehe...probably my da's really wise for not wanting to get me a credit card even the debit ones because he know I'll probably have the card melted by the time I get home from the mall and he'll probably have to buy a bigger house with an extra large storeroom to keep all my stuff! haha
Well..thank goodness for the next two weeks, I have something to do every morning! Lame as its seems and sounds...I have add maths tution like every singgle friggind day! including SATURDAY!!!! well at least that would keep me occupied and prevent myself from getting all emo and thinking about stuff that has already been shoved under the bed.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Emotions Are running Over Me Like A Mad Truck
Waiting for you all this while to come along
just to simply whisper the words that should have been uttered so long ago.
I still always wonder when will the time come
when you and I can finally settle all these and move on in life
we left each other with broken hearts
and mending them will never be easy
leaving us both
uncertain of what will happen next
you always keep me wondering
when you will next appear again in my life.
You are all I want and need.
You know who you are.
Step out if you're brave enough to encounter the truth between us.
I'll always be waiting for you.
If you need me
just shout and you know I'll always be there for you.
You are a part of me
and I'm a part of you.
If you were to run
always run an extra mile for us.
I'll always be here.
just to simply whisper the words that should have been uttered so long ago.
I still always wonder when will the time come
when you and I can finally settle all these and move on in life
we left each other with broken hearts
and mending them will never be easy
leaving us both
uncertain of what will happen next
you always keep me wondering
when you will next appear again in my life.
You are all I want and need.
You know who you are.
Step out if you're brave enough to encounter the truth between us.
I'll always be waiting for you.
If you need me
just shout and you know I'll always be there for you.
You are a part of me
and I'm a part of you.
If you were to run
always run an extra mile for us.
I'll always be here.
New Kid in The Blog
Finally gotten my own blog after soo long. Always wanted to get one but never got round to it :)
I'll do my very best to keep this blog updated!!!!!!!!!
Ps: Kind of feeling like a big jackoon becaue I still don't really know how to work this blog. haha
I'll do my very best to keep this blog updated!!!!!!!!!
Ps: Kind of feeling like a big jackoon becaue I still don't really know how to work this blog. haha
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