Sunday, September 21, 2008

Staying Strong and Tough

I'm really really loosing it all.
I find it so hard to go through all this.
I just cant wait for the day I'll be able to spread my wings and fly.

Gawd.
Elaine. You need to stay strong.

I need to get a grip of my life.

Every single day.
I wear a mask. Putting up a brave show.
Deep within.
I'm hurting. I'm breaking down.

I'm so sick of it.

I just HAVE TO STAY STRONG.

Ps: for all those times you were there for me, it really means a lot. :)

I JUST FCUKING HATE YOU.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I CAN TOLERATE YOU ALL THESE 17 YEARS.
WHAT MORE ABOUT YEARS TO COME.
I JUST WANT YOU OUT MY LIFE.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE TO DESERVE ALL THIS.
I'VE ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING.
I'M JUST SO SICK OF YOU.

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