What You Need Is More Than What You Have

May came and flew by just like that. (: and in a few more minutes June would be rolling in.

5 months have flew past and there's only a few more months left in 2010. Is it me or has time this year flew faster than ever before?

Finals is in a matter of a months time and GOOD LORD I don't even know where I am going to find the time to cramp all WHAT I HAVE TO CRAMP into my head. =D

What I am looking forward too is what is waiting after FINALS but before that, there is still writing credit to be done with and and STUDYING. UGH.

So far May has been the most awesome month. =D the most amazing things in my life has happened in May and and alot more! =D wheee.

There's just so much to say and do but AHHA.

THE PILLOW IS SCREAMING MY NAME. =D

You promised me you would always be there for me and never to leave me alone. (: and that's my drug to keep going. XD

The 5 People Theory

I should be doing my criminal tutorial not BLOG here but oh wells! =D there's too much in my head right now that i just want to spill them all out before I forget every single moment and then BOO. =(

"The 5 closest people that you mix with, that's your average personality"

Sounds peculiar? All it took was 4 teenage girls to prove this theory right.

Being stuck in the COW JAM and nothing to do, 4 law students decided to be random and have RANDOM girl talk. (:

Aim: What do we think of each other?
Hypothesis: The more you mix with someone, the more you become like them

Procedure:
1)Firstly, each one has to say what they think of the other. ONLY GOOD STUFF ALLOWED, no one wanted to KILL the HAPPY ATMOSPHERE in the air. (:
2) RAMBLE..RAMBLE..RAMBLE..RAMBLE..
3)MORE RAMBLING....

Conclusion:
From all those ramblings and dissecting what we all said about each other we proved the the theory right!=D

Somehow or the other, for the past 5 months, where friendship bonds have become stronger and proximity levels has become closer, I have come to realise that the people I mix with the most has changed me someway or the other or rather their characteristics has formed some of the trace elements in me. and MIND YOU there are a lot of trace elements that has been transferred from them to me.

And each one of them is so unique since we 4 are very diff people but yet we blend so well and has somewhat become inseparable someway or the other. =D

trace elements that we didn't have 5 months ago has been formed within us without us realising and only when we talked about then only it was brought to our consciousness. Its kinda like a chain of causation was being formed and the "but for" test applied and blended in well.

BUT FOR us all mixing together and blending in, we won't be who we are now.

We have all adapted each others traits from being CAREFUL with words to being organised and just being who you are to be being random and to being a real girl. the change within us is getting more and more obvious and I am glad that I have within me this trace elements that makes me whole and a better me. =D

and and it was just so nice hearing all the stuff and fluff that we had to say about each other and what people think of you. (: kinda boost your self-esteem eh. =D

All the gabbing about stuff and fluff somehow make the ride in the rain and the jam a very BEARABLE one and a very meaningful one. XD

Friends can be a positive influence and a bad one. But it's up to oneself to pick out the rotten apples and throw them away or to continue being with the rotten apples. But one can also choose to be one of the buds of the flowers and pick them and nurture them till they bloom into flowers. (:

Hypothesis is proven to be correct. (:

Sometimes In life there are times where we are left just hanging there in the middle of nowhere waiting for something or someone to come and pick us up.

But life is not all that simple. When you think that life is going your way, it does not.

that is when we have to stand up and take our stand.

I wonder what happened to all the confidence I had in me. It seems like I have lost it all.

Sometimes I wonder and ask who I am anymore.

Happy Mother's Day!

For My Dearest Mummy,

My Friend.

"At first you know her simply as a mother,
somebody good at taking care of you,
At teaching and protecting and defending
and watching everything you do..

At first you know her simply as a mother,
but something lovely happens through the years,
For every time she warms you
with her kindness,
every time she has a hand to lend,

You come to know her just a little better
to know her as a person..
and a friend."

Dearest Mummy!
I know you'll read this! =)

Thanks for just being MY MUM
which I know is not easy having to tolerate all
that this little princess of yours throws at you. =)

But you
always stood by me day and night
patiently and full with tolerance.

The trust you have placed in me as i grow
I'll safeguard it with all my heart and treasure it.

To my dearest MUM.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

<3

Gabbing Over Noodles

Now I finally know why GOD gave us the gift of speech. XDDDD it's not only to communicate with the world but, it's also useful for GABBING and speaking of His great Love for us. =) I really THANK GOD for the gift of speech His given to me and for the greatest GABBING partners I have. Phew, I were to start listing down everything, I think it will be equivalent to the no. of cases Lexis Nexis has. and BOYY thats ALOT ALOT!

Gabbing over Noodles.

This week has been a very very good week and I believe that CHANGES are finally taking place in my life and in the coming days and months and that great and awesome and mighty things are going to happen. =D It will happen if we start believing.

Gabbing over Noodles is definitely the HIGHLIGHT of the week! after a great and moving and changing and awesome CF...and a great de-briefing, we were left with two choices, movie or dinner. =/ and so cutthewholelongstory short. MZ and I chose food over movie and boy didn't we make the MOST RIGHT CHOICEEE. XDDDDDDD

Face to Face at SS 15 was the crime scene. where 2 hungry overworked law students finally could just sit down and GAB GAB GAB about life and everything under the sun and the cheesy moon.

Life's greatest lessons were learned and and there was just so much to TALK and LAUGH about. Boyy I do pity those patrons beside us for all those LAUGHTER and noises we were making when all they wanted was a good bowl of PAN MEE after a long day and here they are facing two noisy girls laughing their heads off. Won't be surprised if we find a letter from a legal firm in our post box suing us for Psychiatric Damage. XD

Somehow when we are faced with troubles, we just keep them to ourselves and then just be MUTE about it and wonder if we're the only looser in this world feeling the way we feel. =/ but when we begin to open up and share and what not then only we do realise that there are other people out there on the same boat as us. =D

It took me a long time to be OK and just move on and and just be me again and definitely I do not want to go through that whole roller coaster ride again for it wasn't a nice oneee. trust me. but then life is like a roller coaster, no matter how we still have to face life and embrace whatever that comes towards us.

The more we talked the FUNNIER it became because sudd we realised EHH everything is SO SIMILAR! Like we're dealing with the same case posed to us just that our clients are diff. =)

I learned a lot from what I've been through all this years and I have learned a lot but am yet to learn life's greatest lesson. =/ but there's one thing I learned, never ever ASSUME for assumptions brings you no where except to a higher level of PAIN. who likes to be in PAIN. no one right????

So gabbing partner, we're in this together right. XD so hence we shall stop thinking about all the wonders and the stars of the world for its definitely not going to bring us anywhere near soon. =D

xoxo

Life Turmoils

when life takes you on a rough roller coaster ride,

embrace it and make the best out of that ride.

when life takes you to a turning point,

take it and savour the very best of it.

because

this things don't come easily.

success is not final and failure is not fatal.