I'll Play My Game To The Very End

Whoots. Thursdays are like really hectic for me. School. Walk to Terry's place for add maths. Back to school for Maju practice. Back home. To tution for BM. and now doing my homework.

Today's lunch was like four people and 2 large pizzas. whoa....so much for my resolution on wanting to cut down on my weight...guess haha I just have to make sure I 'll start after CNY!!

Feelings are totally something that is unpredictable. One minue you feel like you totally love this person and the next minute you totally hate this person.

Sleepless nights and countless thoughts about you and what's happening seems to be revolving round my mind and head. It seems to me that my world came crashing down when the truth finally sets in and it tore me to pieces. I've learn that honesty is always not the best policy. The truth can break and tear someone or it can bring happiness to one.

I've shed buckets of tears and yet I have not found a solution. The more I get to know you day by day the more we spent time together the more it sets my mind thinking. Am I doing the right thing or it's just some stupid thought in my head?

I'v learned to put the past behind and move on with the present the hard way. I've found my true happiness and I hope that this are not just dreams and wishes. I'm going to make sure I get what I want this time round and I'm going to play to the very end for I know one day I'll succeed.

I'll do my best and strive for the best in order to make my dreams realities of life.

I've started playing the game of Love and I'll finish the game right up to the very end.

I have faith in MYSELF.

What Type Of Girl Are You

Your considered the gourgeus one. When you walk down the street everyone stares. You have no problem getting what you want and and loving speding time at your local salon and Spa. Your image is extremly important to you, and you would never leave your house without doing your make- up.

Can Someone Please Treat Me Like A Teenager

I'm just freakin and bloody piss of with my parents right now. Can someone in this house treat me like a teenager and not some little kid who's 7. I'm 17 for God's sake!

I hate it most when all this things just happen!

I'm so going to move out of this house when I'm done with SPM. I coulnd't care less if I have to sleep on the streets or wherever. Probably the people there would treat me with respect.

Let's Get It Done

Thank God It's Saturday and yes for the first time this whole month, i managed to sleep in! Whoots...that's an achievement. So does it actuall take a look through my diary and daily planner for me to actually realise that my exmas are round the corner of course I don't mean ass pee am as it's still like a long way down..though it's freakin me out!

Trying to leave up my new year resoulutions to do even better in my studies. I actually studied!!!!!! I feel so proud.

It seems that school this year is not that bad after all for now.

The confessions has already been made but just not straight to your face. Can someone please come and explain to me what on earth is happening around here now? It seems that world is spinning around and tht poles are just going topsy turvy.

All I have is just one simple request. But why is its so hard just to get an answer to this doubts and thoughts. Life indeed is just complicated. Can't a girl gets what she most desires and shout it all out!

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ps: Off to the gym. Have to start training for Kl Marathon. lol