Words

Words alone is not enough

to make me trust you

all over again.

I thought everything was alright already.

I thought I have found my track again and was already walking on it.

Somehow along the line, you chose to appear again and make that track of mine,

a stumbling block.

I just want you to go away and just like you did for the last 4 years.

Life seemed great without you. To me you were just an optical illusion.

Probably an optical illusion that potrays the biggest mistake of my decisions back then.

Please, if you really want me to be happy, just PLEASE Vanish from my life again.

Somethings will never change and

I'm not the kind of girl who will run back to you.

Please just go.

I never want to hear those three words from you ever again.

Why oh Why?

OH DEAR ELAINE, OH DEAR,

WHY OH WHY?

DEAR ELAINE?

WHY OH WHY?

Common test are here again. =.= assesment time again. musttt do well and accumulate my internal marks. :) work hard laine! ahha. i passed accounts finally! it's worth working my ass of and staying up late doing all thsoe accounts crap. :) i need my A this semester. as for maths now, i'm going to pray hard i pass and do well. Dear GC pleaseeeeee save me and uncomplicate urself. :)

Just got back from driving. Today, i choose not to kena marah and show the real ELAINE CHIN to my instructor. the minute he opened his mouth, ahha he kena nicely from me. :) man he was SHOCKED! learned slope today. man, it's bad especially when you have a slight phobia for heights. :( everyone makes mistakes. so the first time, i accidently released clutch and my car sie for, he blasted. PISSED. I stepped on the accelerator nicely and nearly bangged two girls. Think i didnt know what i was doing? I was clearly aware of my actions! :) from that time, he shut up totally! VICTORY. never am I going to touch a manual car after I pass my exams! SERIOUSLY!

Confessions of a Shopaholic. yesh, super outdated I haven even watched in yet. and now the DVD is super tempting. especiallyyy, when you're trying to memorise the Evaluation of the Australian Constitution. *yawns* my urge to go shopping is outrages. just wanna run to the MALL and shoppppp! thanks to exams, i'm stuck at home. blehh...

*GRINS* i forsee chemistry sparks betweeennn some people. :)

i guess i was young

and naive so probably that was the reason.

I'll post about the College Life soon! :)

Sometimes there are just times in oyur life, where you feel queasy about life and you start questioning all there is about life. Some people question, when will they die, I question the main reason, WHY WAS I BORN. simple question that boggles through the mind, a question with an undefinite answer.

Saturday nights used to be spent at the mall, supper with mum and dad, youth meetings and ahha. But now, Saturday nights are spent catching up on lectures, homework and all that you can possible dread of college workload. What in the world has happened? I thought entering college phase meant more freedom more life and all? So now, its like so what you have all the freedom in the world, but you fail to find time to enhoy it? preety meaningless it becomes. :)

This week has been punched full with assesments and homeworks. had my esl assesment, and whoots, i was totally unprepared, sat there and shot every question Ms. Julianne shot my direction. I better kick this habit of mine. :)

anwaysss. I officialy hate my driving instructor. Next time, I'm so not going to keep quiet when he scolds me. come to think of it, it was so not me to just keep quiet. Paying to get scolding? Cool.

blog later... notebook running out of batt. :) back to econsssssssss.....ahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

April Fool

Pada 1 April 2009, teringin ku membuat sesuatu untuk merakamkan saat saat terindah pada hari ini.

4 bulan telah pun lalu sejak ku melangkah kakiku buat pertama kalinya di Taylors. Ku telah pun merana selama 4 bulan dengan kehidupan kolej. Dulu di sekolah, teringin-ingin sangatnya ku hendak melangkah keluar untuk ke kolej. tetapi sekarang, hanya memori terindah sekolah terletak dalam minda. Setiap hari di kolej bagaikan satu seksaan. :) dengan kerja dan kerja khusus yang berlambak-lambak, hidupku bagaikan tiada makna tiada warna selain kerja.

walau bagaimanapun, seseksa mana, ku tahu ku kena melalui semua ini dan mendapatkan skor yang aku ingini. Tanpa skor TER aku, ke manalah masa depan saya?

Kelas dan kawan-kawanku kini menjadi macam satu drama Hong Kong. :) setiap hari, satu episod baru. ahha. Itulah kehidupan namanya.

bencinya ku terhadap MALAYSIAN STUDIES. Ujian Jumaat ini, satu keping not pun belum lagi ku sentuh. Bagaimanakah ku hendak lulus? Konon-kononya ku hendak belajar masa lapang tetapi.........Zheng Yi mesti datang pada masa itu dan ahha habis semua kehendak ku untuk belajar tetapi kehendak untuk keluarrr merabak.

Isnin, ku ada penyampaian Legal....ohhhhh macam mana larrr...takut gila saya, langsung tak tahu tentang topic ku. baik ku berdiri sana dan bercakap kosong. Harap harap ada keajaiban yang datang pada masa itu nanti.

Sekarang ku sedar bahawa BM ku semakin merosot sudah. :( ini satu tanda yang amat buruk. kenalah ku menghadir kelas BM lagi. hehehe.

Anyaways.... hhaaaahha. enough with that stupid BM crap. I'm gettting real bad at it. Took me so long kust to figure out the words! gahhh....

I WANT HOLIDAY! :)