There's always a first time

For the first time in my college life,
I'M BROKE!
I'm left with only a miserable 50 bucks in my wallet and phone credit is NEGATIVE.
Tell me how i'm going to survive?

I knowww why I'm broke. ahha. SHOPPING SPREE. :( :)
Topshop Lock In, new flats andddddd girl's best friend.

Mother's Day is just round the cornerr... GAH >.<

I'm seeing stars and moons

ELAINE CHIN

self control!

xoxo

*jumpsscreamsdrools*

The Best Girl Starts With Z

At times, when you're feeling down and sad, the best people to call upon are ur girlfriends as they will always be here for you.

Zhuxiao.

I never say this but,

i really do miss the lunch times with you,

taking bus home with you.

gone are times, where we use to bitch over lunch breaks and all.

well thank God

for that one day when we have the same break

but,

most importantly you're always there in college in for me!

"I must appreaciate you more hor!"

&

I do.

Laine sayang you banyak banyak okie! :)

Screwed

I seem to be screwing up everything.

I screwed my maths quiz today, and a bit of legal extended respond.

I'm screwed emotionally.

GAWD ELAINE CHIN

what happened to you?

Probably things are not as bad as it seems. My expectations of myself has increased a lot and i just dont like that pit feeling in me now.

Boo. :(

I think what i need is a break.

you're sorries are not getting you anywhere.

wonders

What's the difference between

"She's not single"

&

"She's not available"

xoxo

i wonder!

Random land

I need my beauty sleep. Gah. Another week of college has just flew by......whoosh. Time seems to be ticking and every minute is like a second.

Friday was a holiday because all our dear lecturers went for Camp, so while they had fun, we had holiday! Faboulosa. :) But sadly, it wasnt much of a holiday...i went crazy differentiating e^(x) and ln. >.<

Enough with college stuff. I dont want to bore myself typing it. I just realised. I have a compulsive obsession. No its not Food. Its SHOPPING. Shush, I just realised that I have become a PURE SHOPAHOLIC. every visit to the mall, i'm bound to spend money, clothes, shoes, bag or whatever it may be. I feel that sudden rush of happiness in me everytime i purchase something, or when i see something, I must have though i dont really need it kind of thing.

I really have to STOP spending money. at this rate i'm spending, i'm going broke. With economic meltdown this days, i think i have to start saving. something, i have to learn to do so....before i dry up daddy's bank account. :)

Oh yesh, I'm finally going to get my ticket to freedom! Driving exam is on the 11th May. :) The thing is now, my slope is better than parking. :( i have to work on my parking. stupid tiangs.

I have to say, i'm rather proud of myself. When i was still in high school even as young as Form 1, i use to say, when i learn driving, never ever would I want to go on the Sony slope driving manual. it went on and on all the years. Finally driving lessons started and ahha, I never used that slope to go home. Karma has it all, yesterday am, when my mum was on that slope, i said, hmpp....i think i'm never going to go on this slope driving manual. :)

Unfortunately, that afternoon, Mr. Chua had something great awaiting me, he told me to go home using the Sony slope. i was WTHF. SHIT. i was panicking, this cant be happening right? I told him, Uncle, can use the slip road there got no jam. That did not work. You scared of slope meh, your slope better than parking dont tell me you scared arr here. And sooo, with all the courage I had in me, I went on that slope. I was so scared i didnt dare look anywhere, I was petrified.

What petriefied me most was, when he said, ehh later you better balance properly got nice car behind. I took a sneak peek into the mirror. A S 280 was behind me. SIE lor. Somemore the fella was kinda close to my car. GOD SAVE ME. phew..when the lights turn green, I succeded in balancing and went up that slope. :) and so that was my greatest achivement. Conquering my biggest nightmare. Gah.

Back to maths....

I woke up this morning, with memories that mage me smile. ;/

>3

*GRINS and GIGGLES*

Legal SR is over and done with! :) Pheww..

I think I did enough to get an A for First sem. I need that A to get my acceptance letter from Law School. >.<

Ahha. I realised something, Lawyers are bad at Math. Totally.

Case study 1:

Legal class with Mr. David Chong.

My legal lecturer here, was attempting to calculate majority votes, and he was taking such a long time. he turned around and smiled, can anyone calculate the total. =.=

we calculated and so did he. different answers kept comming from him.

In the end, he finally admitted, errr I haven done math for 12 years. LOL.

Luckily he's not my Math lecturer. :)

Case study 2:

Legal SR exam, Mrs. Wendy Loo as the invidualator.

She was writting the time on the board, indicating reading time, writting time, warning time and finish. I was looking at her calculation of time and wondered, huh, 1 hour reading time?

thenn we suddenly realised, ehhh she write all wrong already! ahhaaaa.

Jurisdction: Lawyers cant do Math. (maybe only the legal lecturers at Taylors. :p) haha.

Econs and maths and acc and legal again next week and next next week.

HARDCORE TIMEEE.... ahha.

loves!

Words

Words alone is not enough

to make me trust you

all over again.

I thought everything was alright already.

I thought I have found my track again and was already walking on it.

Somehow along the line, you chose to appear again and make that track of mine,

a stumbling block.

I just want you to go away and just like you did for the last 4 years.

Life seemed great without you. To me you were just an optical illusion.

Probably an optical illusion that potrays the biggest mistake of my decisions back then.

Please, if you really want me to be happy, just PLEASE Vanish from my life again.

Somethings will never change and

I'm not the kind of girl who will run back to you.

Please just go.

I never want to hear those three words from you ever again.

Why oh Why?

OH DEAR ELAINE, OH DEAR,

WHY OH WHY?

DEAR ELAINE?

WHY OH WHY?

Common test are here again. =.= assesment time again. musttt do well and accumulate my internal marks. :) work hard laine! ahha. i passed accounts finally! it's worth working my ass of and staying up late doing all thsoe accounts crap. :) i need my A this semester. as for maths now, i'm going to pray hard i pass and do well. Dear GC pleaseeeeee save me and uncomplicate urself. :)

Just got back from driving. Today, i choose not to kena marah and show the real ELAINE CHIN to my instructor. the minute he opened his mouth, ahha he kena nicely from me. :) man he was SHOCKED! learned slope today. man, it's bad especially when you have a slight phobia for heights. :( everyone makes mistakes. so the first time, i accidently released clutch and my car sie for, he blasted. PISSED. I stepped on the accelerator nicely and nearly bangged two girls. Think i didnt know what i was doing? I was clearly aware of my actions! :) from that time, he shut up totally! VICTORY. never am I going to touch a manual car after I pass my exams! SERIOUSLY!

Confessions of a Shopaholic. yesh, super outdated I haven even watched in yet. and now the DVD is super tempting. especiallyyy, when you're trying to memorise the Evaluation of the Australian Constitution. *yawns* my urge to go shopping is outrages. just wanna run to the MALL and shoppppp! thanks to exams, i'm stuck at home. blehh...

*GRINS* i forsee chemistry sparks betweeennn some people. :)

i guess i was young

and naive so probably that was the reason.

I'll post about the College Life soon! :)

Sometimes there are just times in oyur life, where you feel queasy about life and you start questioning all there is about life. Some people question, when will they die, I question the main reason, WHY WAS I BORN. simple question that boggles through the mind, a question with an undefinite answer.

Saturday nights used to be spent at the mall, supper with mum and dad, youth meetings and ahha. But now, Saturday nights are spent catching up on lectures, homework and all that you can possible dread of college workload. What in the world has happened? I thought entering college phase meant more freedom more life and all? So now, its like so what you have all the freedom in the world, but you fail to find time to enhoy it? preety meaningless it becomes. :)

This week has been punched full with assesments and homeworks. had my esl assesment, and whoots, i was totally unprepared, sat there and shot every question Ms. Julianne shot my direction. I better kick this habit of mine. :)

anwaysss. I officialy hate my driving instructor. Next time, I'm so not going to keep quiet when he scolds me. come to think of it, it was so not me to just keep quiet. Paying to get scolding? Cool.

blog later... notebook running out of batt. :) back to econsssssssss.....ahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

April Fool

Pada 1 April 2009, teringin ku membuat sesuatu untuk merakamkan saat saat terindah pada hari ini.

4 bulan telah pun lalu sejak ku melangkah kakiku buat pertama kalinya di Taylors. Ku telah pun merana selama 4 bulan dengan kehidupan kolej. Dulu di sekolah, teringin-ingin sangatnya ku hendak melangkah keluar untuk ke kolej. tetapi sekarang, hanya memori terindah sekolah terletak dalam minda. Setiap hari di kolej bagaikan satu seksaan. :) dengan kerja dan kerja khusus yang berlambak-lambak, hidupku bagaikan tiada makna tiada warna selain kerja.

walau bagaimanapun, seseksa mana, ku tahu ku kena melalui semua ini dan mendapatkan skor yang aku ingini. Tanpa skor TER aku, ke manalah masa depan saya?

Kelas dan kawan-kawanku kini menjadi macam satu drama Hong Kong. :) setiap hari, satu episod baru. ahha. Itulah kehidupan namanya.

bencinya ku terhadap MALAYSIAN STUDIES. Ujian Jumaat ini, satu keping not pun belum lagi ku sentuh. Bagaimanakah ku hendak lulus? Konon-kononya ku hendak belajar masa lapang tetapi.........Zheng Yi mesti datang pada masa itu dan ahha habis semua kehendak ku untuk belajar tetapi kehendak untuk keluarrr merabak.

Isnin, ku ada penyampaian Legal....ohhhhh macam mana larrr...takut gila saya, langsung tak tahu tentang topic ku. baik ku berdiri sana dan bercakap kosong. Harap harap ada keajaiban yang datang pada masa itu nanti.

Sekarang ku sedar bahawa BM ku semakin merosot sudah. :( ini satu tanda yang amat buruk. kenalah ku menghadir kelas BM lagi. hehehe.

Anyaways.... hhaaaahha. enough with that stupid BM crap. I'm gettting real bad at it. Took me so long kust to figure out the words! gahhh....

I WANT HOLIDAY! :)