I Feel it In Me

I can't believed I spent 3 friggin hours
just to write an EST essay. *gasp*

So much seems to be heppening this days
time's flying so fast
there's not a single moment where
you can actually enjoy those moments.

seem to be very random this days.
well, i guess it's a good thing that
Bye emo days where I can now finally concentrate.

going to nerd now.
ya. my concentration enzymes works best at optimum time.
which is now. :)

won't be updating so often
trials are on the way. :P

Tagged :)

Rules:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.



Starting time: 10. 24 PM

Name: Elaine Chin
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 5,6,7,8
Height: 162 cm.
Where do you live: Malaysia
Favourite drinks: alcohol, ice blended mocha, Pineapple juice. :)
Favourite breakfast: Bacon, Turkey ham, muesli
Have you ever been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: nope.
Fallen asleep in school: no
Broken someone's heart: yes
Fell off your chair: yea. Rene pulled my chair. :(
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes
Saved e-mails: yup. loads.
What is your room like: the table is full with books but yeah it's relatively tidy today. :)
What's right beside you: my phone
What is the last thing you ate: Mum's food
Ever had chicken pox: nope.
Sore throat: obviously
Stitches: yeah. 7 stitches on my forehead
Broken nose: nope.
Do you believe in love at first sight: corny. Yes. but I don't think they'll last forever.
Like picnics: haven had one for ages!!!
Who was the last person you danced with: me myself and I
Last made you smile: you.
You last yelled at: my dog.


Today did you:

Talk to someone you like: *smiles* i guess
Kissed anyone: nope..
Get sick: my leg cramps are getting worst
Talked to an ex: nope
Miss someone: yea.
Best feeling in the world: being with the one you love most
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yea. loads. esp teddy bears. *grins*
What's under your bed: nothing.
Who do you really hate: backstabbers.
What time is it now: 11.38 PM

Randoms :

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: yea.
Q: Do you have any siblings: nope.
Q: Do you want children: yea.
Q: Do you smile often: yup. till my jaw is aching.
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: sure of course. it's mine
Q: Are your toenails painted: i just removed the colour.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: hotel beds. i just love the way it smells and feels.
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: black
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: stuck in the jam outside Tropicana
Q: I can't wait till: i get hold of everything.
Q: When did you cry last: last night. :)
Q: Are you a friendly person: yup.
Q: Do you have any pets: yup. my dog.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: in the room sleeping?
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? : whoose hand did I last hold?
Do you sleep with the TV on?: nope. never happend before
What are you doing right now? : doing this never ending tag. :)
Have you ever crawled through a window?: nope
Can you handle the truth? : yup. even when it hurts.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: equally just as close
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : my teddy bear.
How many people can you say you've really loved?: let's do some math and calculate my family members. :)
Do you eat healthy? : yup. minus the chocolate cravings.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: yea.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : yup. when all their words really pierce or touch my heart.
How often do you go to church?: I'm backsliding. used to every week.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : you know you are.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : Loud!
Are you confident? : it varies from time to time. but most the time yea.

5things I was doing 10 years ago..(1998)
standard 1. gee. crying?????
studying.
bossing around.
fighting with that fat ass.
my former obsession. Barbie dolls.

5 things on my to-do list today :
finish my mountain of hw
STUDY!!!!!
blog
clean my my wardrobe
ask Daddy for allowance rise!!!

5 snacks I enjoy :
APPLE
chocolates
Crisps
Pringles
doughnuts

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire :
i'll shop and shop everyday
i'll travel around the world in a private jet.
I'll buy over LV, Coach, Fendi& Channel
Help the poor
buy my dream house and car

5 of my bad habits :
Procastination
I seem to be forgetting stuff easily
Breaking promises that i made to myself
Messing up my room
I talk too much

5 places I have lived in :
My house
My old house
Texas
Canada
Hotels....

5 jobs I've had :
Full time Daughter
Student
Constant groner
Maid
Girlfriend

5 people I tag :
Anabel
Wai Kar
Brian
Mathilda
Enwei

Sacrasm ain't bringing you anywhere

You think you're super cool.
You think you're the best
You think you're untouchable.

Well the you're totally wrong.

For deep inside you're an ass that's feeling inferior of yourself.

You think you're great at everything.
You think you're a success in everything you do.

well so sorry then to tell you this.
You're just another BIG FAT FAILURE on planet Earth.

What's your friggin problem?
all you know how to do is too insult people round the clock.
I'm a human too and I HAVE FEELINGS.

so if you think all those insults & remarks of your are cool
think again.
it's just a reflection of your attitude.
A suck ass attitude that you have.

I just don't understand your friggin attitude.

Well i'll just see how far you can go in life with that attitude of yours.

If you can't accept me for who I am
that's too bad.

So just shut that friggin gap of yours
and it'll cause less noise pollution.

Try putting yourself into the shoes of those
receiving your insults.
you'll see how they feel.

Period.

Tagged

Zhuxiao tagged me.
I'm free so I'll do it. :)

Instruction :Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question.Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them at the end of the post.Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged.Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

1. At what age do you wish to married?
say 27-30

2. Study hard or play hard?
Play hard. :)

3. Who is the person u trust the most?
I've learned trusting yourself is the best.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
It depends. But yeah most of the time I'm very confident.

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
*grins* to have all the money in the world. I want wings to fly.

6. Who is your favorite cartoon character?
Lady Elaine. (it exist ok. In America) love her loads.

7. What is your ideal friend?
someone who is trustworthy, caring and is always there in times of need and pain.

8. What is your goal this year?
Outstanding SPM results and a scholarship.

9. Do you believe in eternity love?
Cheesy. Yeah, I do.

10. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
I'll shop everyday till I drop and yeah, I'll buy over all the shopping malls in the world. and most importantly, I'll share my money and time with the needy.

11. When will you feel sad?
PMS. lol. When something sad happens or when somebody hurts me.

12. Balloons or Candy?
Candy!!! Candy!!!

13. What feelings you hate the most?
Disturbed. Cheated. Betrayed. Pain. Hurt.

14. What is your childhood ambition?
Doctor. Lawyer.

15. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yeah. But it's meant for Fairy Tales.

16. What do you want now?
I want to travel around the world. and I want you.

17. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
My love ones. Friends. My dog? :)

18. People who are going to be hated by you?
Holding grudges against people? So not worth it.

19. Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
Noisy. Sweet. Caring. Amplifier. Loud

20. Do you deserve to be loved?
Every human neing deserves to be loved.

21. Do you wish to have more than 24 hours per day?
I need 48 hours per day. minimum.

I tag,
Anabel, Anthea, Brian, Eric and Enwei.

America Here I Come

The big FAT question that boggles

every high school students

WHERE TO AFTER SPM?

Today was Hari Kerjaya at school.

something happened. :)

I think God answered my prayers.

after 17 years finally.

haha.

Who are we to question God though.

I've always wanted to go to US and study

and migrate there.

so....Wai Kar and I went roaming around

from booth to booth yesterday.

Suddenly a little voice in me told me,

Elaine go to HELP's Booth.

strange. I went anyway.

I told the lady that I was interested

in a Business Degree.

So yadadadaa.....she went out about what HELP had to offer.

Suddenly,

She whipped out a brochure.

AMERICAN BUSINESS DEGREE.

When I saw the headings, my eyes nearly popped out.

now that's something I'm interested in.

She went on and explain about it all to me.

and for the first time that day

I felt that I so wanted to get a BUSINESS DEGREE.

The programme felt so right.

All I have to do now is wait for Daddy to get back from Kuching.

Convince him this is what I want to do.

and viola.

So I'm going to cross my fingers

and hope daddy agrees with me

and viola

I'll be off to FIRST year uni next year January!!!

That's not all.

The best thing is,

the uni is on the East Coast of US

& its next to NEW YORK!!!!!'

Yay... I love NY!!!!

Funny how things seem.

I really thank Lord Jesus for this.

Amen.

Happy 17'th Birthday Anabel

Ana&Laine

Anabel my dearest sesamee.
It's your b'day honey!!!!
You're 17....
meaning your legal. :)
go get your driving license.
i'm in desprate need of a driver. :)

Known this girl here for 5 years.
Still remember the time when i knew her.
She was shorter than me!!!!!
Now she's taller than me. boo.

She never fails to put a smile on your face.
She has her very own Anabelish style.
it's like her trademark.

She's fierce.
So don't mess around with her.

She's someone who just picks up the phone
and rambles on and on.........

She's my tai ka jie
so ana you better look after me
your little sis. :)
better keep in control.

A very strong girl
managed to face all her obstacles
with a strong attitude. :)

anabel yee hor yan.
you're like a great girlfriend
who's irreplacable. :)
love ya loads honey.

HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

love
Laine.
(onion)

Ps: All the colours are in the order of the rainbow you love soo much.

Kick It Hard

The clocks ticking,

there's 2 months left before trials kick in. *gasp*

everybody who sees me is always asking the same question.

"Elaine, studying hard aren't you? Make sure you live up to your parents expectations."

What do I have to say about this all?

nothing.

so this question has got my mind thinking hard.

Am i doing enough?

Guess the answer is...........i don't think so.

so from now on, I have to not only triple my efforts i have to triple ² my efforts. :)

went swimming just now.

I shall say mission accomplished.

the sun is friggin strong.

i have like a very prominent two tone colour shade skin now.

ugh.

I have like a mountain of hw waiting for me.

better get it done quick.

Procrastination exist in every students life.

so i guess i'm not guilty after all. :)

you did a good job!!!!

keep it up. :)

once we're done with you,

belanja makan.

That's all for your lesson fees.

Very cheap you know.

Baby You're Like My Rainbow

July has rolled along and all that is left of June is memories.

Sat by the clock wondering what July will bring about.

The only thing i could think of was

EXAMS ARE GETTING NEARER!!!

A quick recap on whats been happening in my life lately.

Coulnd't find time to actually sit down and blog.

seems like I don't have time for anything this days.

Including time for myself. :(

Time flies so fast.

When you want to treasure those moments

time seems to fly and the day seems to be over soo fast.

When it hurts and all you want and hope is that time will fly fast

it doesn't seem to.

Guess we humans are put here on Earth to

endure pain and hardship! ;)

SALE is here again.

Guess I won't be able to satisfy my shopaholic lust this time.

boo.

Thank God I was able to satisfy it for once.

gee. I bought a new handbag, this morning.

soo much for saving more money. ;)

spent less now, more to spent later!!

Good thing, save more money. :)

everday seems like there's a rainbow shinning at the end of it all.

I'll just hope and pray,

I'll catch the rainbow one day. :)