Kiasuness

I'm going crazy. I skipped school today or shall I say I took study leave. lol.
Set me alarm clock at 7 and I snoozed till 8. So much for my self determination to wake up early. :)

I've studied for 4 hours & I'm having a big fat headache trying to digest everything from add maths to chemisty!

So here I am to release tension.

Off to another sesion of nerding again. Ciaoz.

Life isn't all about a bed of roses.

Speechless

Ugh...exams starts this Thrusday!!!!
Have a EST presentation tomorrow.
Whoots. I've finished my moral project.

This is a random post. Off to nerding again! :)

Drama Pictures

Every drama has a storyline. below here is the storyline of DJians who love to cam whor!

Angsana. We did our very best and WE"RE THE BEST!!!!!!

I took a really long time to upload this pics because Blogger is sooo slow. People you better apreaciate my hard work!!!!

I dedicate this post to 5 Angsana and the people in the pics. Love you guys loads!!!

Sit back and enjoy the stars that won the DJ Oscars!


The Perfect Family!!!!! Rui Sheng, Zhuxiao, Jason,Nicole,Wai Kar & Elaine and Ming Ping.
Love this pics loads!!!

Michael. The Star Of 5 Angsana. The SHE-MAN!!!

Zoe, Zhuxiao and Laine.

Kee Chong and Laine. the eye bags make him look exactly like a druggie inmate.

Avin & Laine.

The Bimbo & The Drug Dealer. Laine and Lerg Foong

Kah Meng and Lin.

Ming Ping and Laine! Rui Sheng, Well, he's the third party who's probably seeking attention so this explains why he's in the pic!

Can someone explain what they're doing?

Zhuxiao!!!! Love her loads!!!

Zhao Wen & Laine. My primary school friend and BM tutuion partner.

Li Shean and Lin.

Wai Kar, Laine & Candice

Eric & Laine.

Laine, Candice and Ana

Anthea Chua. The make-up artist.

Zoe and Laine.

Me and Audrey my class monitor.

The Asst. Director, The Bimbo & The Preety Boy Inmate

Jason & Lainey. aka my "husband's orang bawahan". Love this pest in my life loads!

Foursome babes

Angsana Babes. Nic,Xiao,Ana,Wai Kar&Laine Love them loads!!

The threesome lunch partners :) Ana, Wai Kar & Lin.

Laine and Sacha. (Ee Lin&Ee Lyn)

September Babes. Laine(6/9), Nic (7/9) and Wai Kar (10/9)

Anabel and Laine.

Serene. Aka My make-up artist.

Wai Kar and Laine.

Happy Seventeen Birthday Yi Ting!

Today is a very Special Day and I'll Dedicate this post to my best babe and girlfriend Yi Ting!!!!!

She's one helluva of a girlfriend! I couln't ask for a better friend. The memories that we share will always remain in me.

Yi Ting!! Enjoy your 17 B'Day!!!! You're finally legal so I guess you'll be driving me around!!!! hahaha

I'll make sure I'll celebrate your 18'th B'day for you!!!! Make sure you're in KL by then!!!!!

I Love you loads Girlfriend!!!!!! HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

Yi Ting & Lainey. (2006)

Yi Ting & Me. (7-7-2007)

Ps* Guys if you think she's hot and hell ya she's hot. She's still single. Her number is 012- She's my girlfriend. lol.

ppl if you ever wonder where the name Lainey came from. She's the one who came up with the name!

Foul Game Of Favoritism

The Drama Competiton was on today.
Sad News Angsana didn't win all beacuse the judges were playing favoritism. Is this the way you should judge the competition? I don't think so at all!

I'm not being sour grape or anything but I think Belian shouldn't have won at all in the first place! Honestly, nobody could even understand what was happening up there. And their idea was so unoriginal. It was like totally a bad version of LOTR. And i think it's an insult to LOTR!

And as for Cengal who did a replica of Alladin, I thought it was fab! It's not easy to act out a musical. Their costumes and everything was just perfect.

Angasana. We were the BEST! Jin Howe, Michael and Simone and all of us did a very good job and all. Seriously we were like so Original and all. We had a she-man, Megan Fox, and CSI. Which play had that all? Only us! We are so creative in knowing how to patch everthing up and make it one play. All the audiences were laughing like crazy during our play and everything.

I strongly feel that we should have won! Anyway, the most important thing is that we all had a really good time together and we'll have memories that will last forever together. That's what matter most.

And to the rest who's yet to see Belian's play, trust me you'll be lost in the woods trying to figure out what they are doing up there.

That frigging teachers shouldn't have been the judge. She knows nothing about being fair and all! :(

Anyway, Well DONE ANGSANA!!! We rocked!!!!

Ps* ppl the pics that we took today will be uploaded soon. If you want the rest, please pass me your thumbdrives on Monday.

The Drama Heat Is On

Tomorrow's our Drama!!! whoots! Finally after a whole three weeks of practice and everything, we're finally going to be on stage!!!! :)

the cast and crew has dumped and spent alot of time and hard work making this drama a succesful one. Let's all just pray and hope we'll win!

Exams. Shoot.
They're being brought foward. lol. I guess after drama,it's hardcore studying non-stop. just dread it!!

Will upload video of the drama and the pics in the next post!!

5 Angasana's Drama is going to rock asses!!! lol!

Hahaha..another thing is that This is my 40th Post!!!! lol.
Still remember the times last year when I used to criticise Zhuxiao and Anabel about how much time they waste blogging. I myself is hooked on to it now. lol. :)

The game of revenge is being played well now. I'll make sure I'll win at the very end and hear the cries of the sore loser behind it all. It's all about you, me and revenge. Embrace and be prepared of what's to come.

Dramatics

The amount of stress is loading.

The number of zits appearing is increasing.

My insomnia is getting worst.

This are like among one the three random facts that's actually occuring in my life at the moment. Can't imagine what's going to happen if my stressful lifestyle continues...

The drama heat is on. But unfortunately "the guys" seems to be not serious at all. What is all this people? The drama is on This FRIDAY and you're still playing a fool! It's just on esimple scene and you can't even do it. What else can you do?

I really agree with some people that some people in our class do not deserve to be in Angasana. Period.

Anabel. here's the outfit and the shoes which you have to help me decide one. :)

The Car Wash

I'm friggin loaded with loads of thoughts and stress and I have tons of asignments to be completed. thank Goodness this the last year of high school so..gone will be the days when we are required to do dumb projects.

So I've wasted like an hour washing Daddy's car just to capture images that I've actually wash the car for Perkembangan Diri. ugh.

Then there's tomorrow's presentation for EST and my topic is Globalisation. Still seems like French and Greek to me! :)

I really want to escape to some land where it's happiness 24/7, full of shopping malls and chocolates. Can't this dream of mine be fullfiled? I'm just asking for a day.

Give Me A Break

It's Only February and I'm totally in for a long holiday on some far away island where ever it will be far away from all this.

There's so much to do and so little time. Sometimes I wish that I actually have 48 hours in a day!

Things to be done before March:
1. Study for first term exams.
2. Practice for Drama
3. EST Presentation
4. Moral Project
5. Plan party

Can someone please rescue me and whisk me of to some where!

If you think I'm some kind of sweet person. You're wrong. When it comes to revenge, especially on you, I'll do it the bitter sweet way.

Friends play an important role in my life but they can never influence me to do things that will hurt others. Maybe to you it's otherwise.

The game of revenge has just started. I'll play my game to the very end.
Fear and embrace what's to come in the future for I know I'll never make the same mistake again.

The Poem of Love.

This was the poem that Michael recited to Wai Kar.

Wai Kar,
Oh how sweet your name,
Sweeter than a block of sugar,
You never know how much you meant to me,
You're my pillar of strength,
My source of adrenalin,
Memories and thoughts of you,
Are enough to bring me out of darkness,
Straight to the path of utter bliss,
Your voice rings in my ears,
like a bell so sweet,
Your words linger in my lips,
and my mind is so full of you,.

This Valentine's Day,
all I want to say is that
How much I love you and
How you have a place in my heart,
and you're part of my heartbeats,

Wai Kar,
You're indeed the love of my life,
and you'll forever be my babe and girl.

I LOVE YOU!

So sweet. The poem was written by me! :)

Ps* to all of you out there. It was not a dare. He asked me to write its and yadadaadada you all know the ending. I've got my proof. Ask Leanne she was there. lol

Valentine's Aftermath

So it's like a day after Valentine's day and everything seems to be normal again.
Had a really fantastic Valentine's night. A night indeed to be remembered.
Had a date with my mummy and daddy. Then headed of to tution at Pn. Rubiah. So practically I had a "date" there with Zhao Wen, Rui Sheng, Jason, Daniel and like 15 other people!

I was like complaining like crazy about Hamizan to them! like non-stop. wow! I"ll really remember that day of my life forever.

Today was awesome.
As predicted, Hamizan loves to get scolding by parents. Only parents are allowed to take the bags back so...guess that gives a chance to the parents to fire her.

So yadadadada.....Wai Kar's mum and Anabel's dad went to the office in the morning and yadadad...they fired her. lol

Then came my mum's turn. My mum rocks when it comes to firing teachers! Probably there's where I inherited those traits.

My mum used sacarsm as her first language and fired Hamizan nicely.
Hamizan was oh=so fake being so sweet and all.....yuck...it was disgusting! Talk about the two face and all.

hehhee...I took the chance to fire Hamizan too!!!! feel's great!

Valentine's Day

It's 14 February today!
It's kind of special today as it's like my last valentine's day in school. lol

Had a date with Brian, Wai Kar and Anabel.

Today is just totally full of memories.

For the first time in my school life I actually sneaked out of class. Yeah it's the first time and its definitely not going to be the last time.

We finish school at 1.40 today and we have like Physcis "pn. Saik" as the dumb teacher. Lucky for me, I dropped physics! lol. It was great fun seriously. We sat at the back of the lab and when the bell at 1.05 rang, Anthea and I walked up to teacher's table and we're like "Teacher, we have to go back early today." She was like go..go..go... Soon after we left, Anabel and Wai Kar came running out by the back door. And then Yew Loong came after that. It was such a sight. Everybody seems to be escaping to go for their respective dates. lol

The four of us had lunch at Esquire Kitchen and well the food was good but the company was the best! :-)

Something I must not miss out. Michael actually recited a poem to Wai Kar today. It was all so sweet and touching to the fact that it nearly brought tears to her eyes. Well I have to add that the poem was written by me. I'll post the poem when I get my bloody school bag back.

Fcuk Hamizan man. I really hate her!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so there's this stupid school rule that says that we are not allowed to leave our bags in the canteen during the afternoon session recess as there's not enough space for them to sit down in the canteen and all sorts of rubbish. Who ask them to have such big asses? We left our bags at the side where it's supposely not the tempat larangan place to put your bags. When we came back to shool after tution. Oh, yeah I had a date with Terry my oh-so insulting add maths tution teacher. When we went back, Anabel came rushing to my mum's car and she was like Hamizan thrown all our bags away. WTH!

Barged into school and there all our bags are missing! Went straight to the office where everybody was and Khairul was like Who asked you people to put your bags there and yadadadad.

Crap ass. all My stuff are there. Luckily my wallet, pencil box and everything is with me. Ass.
We have to go claim our bags tomorow and hopefully we get it back if not, Hamizan is digging her own grave.

Enough with all these crap people. Still have two more dates tonight! One with my parents and one more at tution with a load of people...lol...

What a way to spend and remember my Valentine's day.

Ambience Of Valentine;s Day

It's Valentines Day tomorrow! You can definitly feels the love in the air!

So probabbly valentine's day is just so commersialised that people actually make money out of it all but who cares! It's a day where you not only apreaciate your love ones but also those around you!

Can't wait to spend Valentine's Day with my "dates" tomorrow! :-)

Shoot...I've tons of homework calling my name.

Move on and leave the past behind

I can't believe all that seems to be happening around me. I guess what goes around really does come around. lol.

You were like the biggest mistake in my life. I mean practically I'm going to regret you for the rest of my life. Thoughts and memories of you does not bring me down some happy memory lane or that kind of thing but it brings back the hurt and pain you caused me.

You made it so clear when we ended our relationship that we should not and never be friends ever again. You asked me if I knew what true love was and you sent all sorts and spreaded all sorts of crap rumours about me to everybody. My friends were always there to protect me and they were there to defend me when all this rubbish went around and of course you failed to achieve what you wanted.

You nearly wrecked my friendship with my friends. You practically made it so clear I was some kind of third party in people's relationship. You never even trusted me.

Three years down the road, I suddenly recieve a mail form you with all sorts of rubbish and crap about how much you miss me and how much you regreted that I wasn't in your life anymore and all srts of rubbish.

Do you think I will ever trust and forgive you again? You gotta be kiddding me. You wanted so much face and you cared so much about your ego that you went round saying that it was you who dumped me and not the truth which is I was the one who dumped you!

For your friggin information, I ELAINE CHIN HAS NEVER BEEN DUMPED before and I have been through about 5 relationships. Shut your pie holls!!!

So you ogt hold my my number and you've been like a stalker. honestly. I don't even know why I even bother to reply you in the 1'st place. Probably the only reason why i did reply you was because I wanted to answers to the unanswersed questions.

What did I get in reply. Another whole lot of bunch crap. Oh, so what beautiful lies and stories you gave me. About how your idiotic actions were influenced by your friends and the list of crap goes on.

What do you think I am? Some kind of cheap slut that would come running back after you after all those messages you sent to me? Fyi it has only make me hate you even more and I feel so bloody disgusted with you!

Let me get this straight into that bloody head of yours. I for once will never forget what you haev done to me and don't even expect me to trust you anymore let alone have anything to do with you. You were like the biggest mistake in my life!

I've moved on in life and sought new love. I've gotten what I wanted after you and I'll continue getting what I want after this. I've definitely changed and matured throughout the years. I'm a type of person who will never regret the pass but I'll always look foward to the future.

memories that we share has become all so bitter and sour in me. And what the heck is all this oh, I love you and only you throughout all these years it was only you on my mind. Cut the crap! Save it for the Oscars! oh probably your scripts and lies will win you the most rotten lies award.

Only losers look back and cling on to the past and regrets the past. Winners learn from the past and move on and strive to do better in the future.

All i have to say is simple. Keep the crap to yourself for you're not worthy of my friendship. PERIOD.

I'm back!!!

Finally after a few days or rather 5 days at Ipoh, I'm finally back in Kl loaded with angpaus!!!!

the I'st and second day of CNY was like the best. Everyone seems to be down with some kind of viral flu. lol

Really tired now and I have not finished any of my hw. I'm dead meat.

Gotta go unpack my stuff and do the laundry.....yuck

Reunion Dinner

6 February 2008

Reached Ipoh yesterday. Daddy took 1 hour 45 minutes to reach thanks to me. haha
Asked him to drove at 150 km/h despite my mum complaining. lol.
i told him that if we were to be caught by police, I'll settle the saman. Just get the trill out of speeding. haaha

I'm like so proud of myself. I've finished 3 moral essays!!! one more down.

Went to Aunty Janet's house last night...had a very good snack of CNY cookies...!

Tried studying today but only managed to do about 3 hours before I left my books for good for the day.

Just can't wait for reunion dinner later...!

Chinese New Year

5 February 2008

Whoots! Chinese New Year is just like round the corner!!!

Okay...so I had school today and the worst thing of all....I"m like loaded with tons of homework.

1 karangan berpandu
1 karangan umum
4 Chemistry essays
Moral Project
EST Project

all you need is just this pile of crap to start your CNY hollss...lol...

Heading back to Ipoh later on. Goodie...all the food haha.

Cioaz....

Will be nerding during the holls.!

Shopaholics

Wow so much for my resolutions that I'll update my blog frequently.

Let's move back to the past.

2 February 2008

Finally for like the first time since I've started school I have not even stepped into a shopping mall. lol. This shows how the teacher's pressure us. I'll let the pictures do the talking.

We did a lot of random shopping and I'm near to being broke. lol

oh oh and we found a missing kid!
He was so cute !
''whats ur name boy? ''
'' eeeaann. ( Ian ) ''
''where's ur mama?''
'' mama is....... *points right and left* here.''
''here where?''
''here.''
HAHAHHA.
saw him in the lift and he was pressing all floors up and down.
then we decided to follow him and guess where he brought us?
up the escalator and down the escaltor. -.-
oh, and I cried later on when the father came to find his son
hahah . I'm so emotional ! That's what Anabel says.

Anyway had a fab time shopping with them!

The Start Of Something New

February......
The second month in the year and probably the most exiciting and much awaited month for everyone. It seems to have a special touch to everything. Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day..you name it all.

It's 1'st February Already!!!!
Time really does fly and it seems just yesterday that I was still wrapped around in your arms and spending the times and memories we used to share. It all seems so clear and fresh in my mind but a year has since past. Today, we stand far apart from sight but deep down we both know that we're still close at heart. And that's what matter most.

It's like 4 more days to Gong Xi Fa Cai....gee I can't wait for
Angpau...angpau and more angpaus!!!!
After CNY.....coughs...
21 days to First Term Exams.....lol....
So much for the New Year Mood..lol...

When 2008 rolled along, I made a wow that this year I'll do my very best and pay attention in class and like 110% full attention..but it seems to be failing. Better pull up my socks.
When you happen to sit next to people like Wai Kar and Leanne who talks and gabs for like 24/7 you'll find it hard.
Not complaining though. Love them loads. They keep me awake when the teacher's are like sleeping pills.

The heat is on. Drama rehersals has officially begun.

Marshal..wrote a really good script and I'm 188% confident that we'll win this drama.
So...hehehe... I got the role of "Gracie" The druggie's bimbo friend. And for those of you out there who don't know the true Me. I'm not even 99.9% near being a bimbo in reality. But as for drama....its all about the drama!

Really looking foward to tomorrow!!!! I'm going Shopping with the Girls!!!

And Anabel....i'm Waking up at Six to study!!! lol...hahahahahaha!

I'll Play My Game To The Very End

Whoots. Thursdays are like really hectic for me. School. Walk to Terry's place for add maths. Back to school for Maju practice. Back home. To tution for BM. and now doing my homework.

Today's lunch was like four people and 2 large pizzas. whoa....so much for my resolution on wanting to cut down on my weight...guess haha I just have to make sure I 'll start after CNY!!

Feelings are totally something that is unpredictable. One minue you feel like you totally love this person and the next minute you totally hate this person.

Sleepless nights and countless thoughts about you and what's happening seems to be revolving round my mind and head. It seems to me that my world came crashing down when the truth finally sets in and it tore me to pieces. I've learn that honesty is always not the best policy. The truth can break and tear someone or it can bring happiness to one.

I've shed buckets of tears and yet I have not found a solution. The more I get to know you day by day the more we spent time together the more it sets my mind thinking. Am I doing the right thing or it's just some stupid thought in my head?

I'v learned to put the past behind and move on with the present the hard way. I've found my true happiness and I hope that this are not just dreams and wishes. I'm going to make sure I get what I want this time round and I'm going to play to the very end for I know one day I'll succeed.

I'll do my best and strive for the best in order to make my dreams realities of life.

I've started playing the game of Love and I'll finish the game right up to the very end.

I have faith in MYSELF.