New Year Resolutions

Hello world. =) in 4 more hours, we shall say goodbye to 2009 and Hello 2010.
2009 has been one good year and I hope that 2010 would even be better. =)

2010 brings about a new chapter in my life and to the life of others.

Come 11 jan 2010, I would officially be a first year LAW student of Uni Of Reading, UK. and this marks the awesome begining of my career as a lawyer! Finally childhood dream ACHIEVED.

31 December 2009

the day is not over yet but oh wells, i think I had a great time today. A day that has maked me satisfied and contented with the way i choose to end the year. Finally satisfied my cravings of SUBWAY todayyyy and a very sinful indulgence of Baskin Robbins. Oh wells, its NYE a girl is allowed some fun on her tastebuds right? =D thanks for comming along. and and I coulnd't even eat dinner just now. my Stomach is like BLOATED. ugh. =(

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS. =)

have a GREAT LONG LIST but shall post the top ones in my list here as A REMINDER. =D

1. NO PROCASTINATING

and so this word exist in everyone's life. oh wells I shall choose to Kick it aside and say GOODBYE to the days where assignments are completed the day before it is due. =)

2. No more UNECESSARY LATE NIGHTS

gee. this is something I am guilty off. lights off at 3 am daily? LOOLs. i cant afford that because I wont wanna be sleeping in lectures or sleeping while driving. =s

3. NO MORE SHOPPING SPREES.

no more SHOPPING SPREES till many many months later. the amount i spent this holidays? SHOCKINg. enough to feed people for 6 months. =(

4. SELF CONTROL

ugh been loosing my temper very easily this days and so it's time to CONTROL and CONTROL and CONTROL. =) Bury the cat in the bag when I need too.

5. Be a NICER PERSON.

=) am already nice enough but No i should be less mean. =/

my top 5 NY resolutions. better make sure I keep it as for the rest I shall just keep it where its save and sound. =)

A Shoutout to all. =D

kepada semua orang di luar situ, saya ingin meminta maaf kepada semua atas kesalahan saya atau perbuatan saya yang telah menyinggung perassan kalian.

Saya ingin meminta ampuan daripada semua pada hari ini. Semoga saya dimaafkan dan segala yang pahit, sila buangkan dan hanya tinggalkan yang manis. =D

k my BM sucks already. =( must practice using it if not next time I shall just look at the judge and smile and Say Oh saya yea sudah lupa macam mana mau cakap BM, saya cakap english boleh? And wheee I shall get kicked out of the courtroom. =D

I need to go get ready already for COUNTDOWN. +D can't wait to see everyone. =D

update after new year

&

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!

Ramblings

You know how they always say let it go and don't carry things into the New Year? i shall do that right now. RAMBLE RAMBLE RAMBLE all I want too then POOFF bye bye. =)

I totally hate it when adults think that we the younger TEENY BOPPER generation are a bunch of immature group of people. Please think twice. At the age of 18 we are all already LEGAL in the eye's of the law. So we're not a bunch of COW HEAD people who would allow you to say whatever you want to our face just because you think you're older and WHAT you have more COW BRAINS?



I hate doing stuff like that but sometimes you just have to be A TOTAL BITCH and not be nice to everyone and anyone because sooner or later someone woud just take advantage of you and spit back in your face.



I mean just because you think, oh I'm a parent and oh i have a BLOODY degree, I have the right to OH AWESOMELY show off my SKILLS and spit at your face? hey Sir you've gotta the wrong girl sorry. So just because you think that OHHH what is this girl, a "leng mui" 18 years only i can say or do anything or command or whatever? HELLO. Look again. If you think I'm your typical kinda ohhh so scared of parents kinda thing guess you got the wrong girl alone.

Oh so you think that I'm daddy's little girl like your daugther? HAHA. wrong girl again.


Why do you think I have the capability of being a Lawyer? not becase I can memorise cases from A-Z and all. to become one, it takes Skill and passion and its a talent born into us. You think that i would actually be SCARED just because you kinda tried to threatened me in some way or the other? hey and you think that you're so GREAT?



Sorry MR. you better please think twice next time before you open you GODDAM MOUTH. not that I was scared of you or anything, i was just being NICE by not giving you what you deserve straight to your face.



And anyway as for people like you, oh wells no reason for me to get angry or hurt by you. i dont need more Wrinkles like your wrinkled face. No thanks please. =)



SO THERE IT IS ALL OUT....... =D

hahahahahahahhahahaahahhahahaha

you looked like this to me just now. =D

A Time For Reflection

Four more days left to the time we say goodbye to 2009 and say hello to 2010.

I woke up this am with such a heavy heart and emotions of a dead person. and I wondered why. It was as though someone had put me through an emotional tribulence that I do not need and want to face. and I wonder why this has to happen now.

The time has come now again for reflection, the time to look back at the year and ponder upon our thoughts, actions.

When the year 2009 started, it was a new begining and chapter of my life one that marked my journey through pre-U. The road was a very rocky one, having to balance and adapt to the new place, environment, new study scheme and all. I made it through but then alot had happened to make it through the year.

The roller coaster ride of emotions started of with a big spin off. I didnt know I could even survive through it all. but I did in the end. It was indeed a time of pain and suffering trying to get over things. Some people say that tears can make things better somehow the tears could never come making thigns even worst. it was like a mental torture.

There was only one way I knew that could make me forget things. BOOKS. ok I know it sounds NERDISH but heck it worked. I was so occupied with my work till it became the best remedy I have ever found.

As time went on, the feelings became to fade even more, it was like a mere shawdow following me one that was getting smaller as the light became brighter. Soon there were so much happening around me that I could not even find the time and moments to think about it. At that point I thought I had letten go.

But somehow or the other, as if it was a prank I discovered alot of new things that I didnt even know myself. i knew if i did not take on the role of an assasin and get rid of whats left, i was bound to suffer another period of pain and suffering. Someway or the other by the grace of the Lord i managed to do so slowly. The scar began to peel and the scabs began to fall and indeed the wound was starting to heal.

I thank God for my friends who were there for me holding me through the whole way. I knew it that it was all finally over.

The whole time I was so caught up with my life I never had time to actually sit down and observe and reflect.

It was until the pass few weeks that things began to change, changing things for the better and it was as though a BIG BURDEN has been lifted off my shoulders.

But today why do I sit here with this heavy heart and thoughts. Its as though I seem guilty of something which i did not even commit. I wish someone could tell me why.

I can now finally place you and close you in the Chapters of 2009 and keep it aside on the shelf. a chapter that has finally closed and be done with. the friendship that we share now is indeed one that I will treasure.

and when 2010 comes along, I can now open a fresh new page and pen down a new story.

there's still many areas for refelction but for now, this chapter is closed. and indeed I am glad and happy that a new begining can now come along.

i hope i can make things right this time.

Missing you deeply.

A year has past since you left,

but yet it seems like you're still a part of me.

I still long for you sometimes and miss you and wish you were here with me all this time.

you were always there for me

a pillow to cry on

someone to share good and sad times.

I miss the way you use to be my alarm clock

i use to hate it but

now that you're gone, i wish i could do anything to have you back as my alarm clock.

I miss the sounds of your footsteps everwhere

scaring me all the way sometimes.

I miss the way how I use to laugh at you being the biggest Ah Long ever.

the fact that i always had to share my food with you

and even worst sometimes

MY BED.

when you left,

it was as if my whole world collapsed.

i was numb and sick

i didnt know how i could continue without you.

1 year has passed

and your belongings still remain untouched

its as if or as though no one wants to move it

because deep inside we all miss you still.

I hope that what is said in the book "Heaven Is So Real"

that you will be at the fields in Heaven

where no form of pain or suffering exist.

to my dearest dog, Dobby

i love you alot and indeed i do miss you alot.

i wish you were here right now

to lick me and kiss me the way you always do.

and dear girl,

you're irreplacable.

And indeed Miracles Do happen. <3

My BLOG is indeed dead. =) updates updates updates!!!!!!!!


Basically there's too much to update here so I shall just choose the most significant ones to blogg about.

2 December 2009


The day was spent with Li Tjen, Jessica, Jason and Gui Fen. watched New Moon for the 2'nd time and it would be indeed my last time. The only best part of it was looking at Tjen's face and expressions when she saw Edward Cullen's awesome DISTORTED nipples. =) aww there went all her fantasies about her HOT BAYBEH. =/

Managed to satisfy our cravings for waffles and and SHOPPING. =)))

jessica, li tjen, gui fen & me

then then I had a MUM free zone house for likee 1 week. AWESOMEENESS. though it doesn't really matter to me anymore sincee NOW i have my license to freedom. =/

7 December

Something must have went wrong with my head that day, I decided to SNIP of all my most treaured long hair. =s it's been like 7 years ago since I had hair this short now. =/ but oh well as they say, changes are always good sometimes. =)

9 December

Spent the afternoon with Wai Kar and watched LOVE HAPPENS. another typical romance chick flick kinda moviee. and and for the first time that night, I cooked dinner and it TASTED like superr awesome. =/ and NO I didnt burn the kitchen or burnt the oven. =)


12 December



Another GREAT GREAT DAY. =) and so finally afterr a VERY LONG TIME. the 4 girls mananged to meet up. =D Lunch was at Ikea because our dearest Wai Kar wanted Meatballs and and yeaa being the typical and usual her, she arrived likeee 1 hour late. =/ I can officially daresay that CURVE is a VERY FRIGGIN boring place and so we headed off to OU. AGAIN. haha.


The best part of the day was when Ana and I were in the parking lot, she was driving my car and and we were searching for a parking lot. and and all of a sudden we SAW a couple that looked like our DEAR GOOD FRIENDS and we sped of thinking it was them and wanting to stalk them, but alas CHEH it was just two lookalikes. HAHA.




14 December


This was ONE FREAKY FREAKY DAY, long long story but yea it was indeed a day where I recieved and was blessed with God's blessings. the night before a friend told me that places at for Law at Reading was being snapped up FAST and at that time I have not EVEN REGISTERED at all. =.= Woke up in the am, phoned Taylors and they told me there was ONLY 3 MORE PLACES left. FAINTS and I knew this was for REAL as my intake had a limited places of 31 places only.


Thank goodness, Mummy drove and we sped of to Taylors. If I was the one driving, I dont know what would have happened. I was so so scared that there wouldn't be any places left. I could have KILLED myself if all the places were taken up.


The minute I got my CONDITIONAL offer letter and paid the fees, I was SO HAPPY i could scream for JOY. haha but i knew ehh results also must meet the requirements.


Affternoon was spent at Zx's place gatecrashing her "MOMENTS". =)






16 December 2009


The most meaningfull day ever in my life and for the year 2009. SAM results was RELEASED. ahhha. so I have been freaking out for the past 2 weeks worried about the outcome. and and so on Tuesday night, GAH it was onee sleepless night. and and it was seriously the first time I was going to face reality obtaining results online. WHOOSH, at 6.30 am sharp the alarm rang and with nervous hands and muffled prayers, I logged in to get my results. AND WOW I SCREAMED so LOUD the whole neighbourhood could have heard me!


My SAM results brought about alot of signigicance,


1. I made into Reading U.
2. I'm going to get a scholarship from Taylors.


I think what they say is true, SPM results doesn't really mean alot. So what if I may have screwed my SPM but now what matters most is my SAM results. So I guess it was INDEED a very big reward. =) I gave up my whole social life this year I gave everything up for my results and so I have been rewarded. WHEEEE. =)


Okie, so maybe my results are not as GOOD as the rest but oh wells, I am satisfied and contented with it!


Celebration was with Li Tjen, Jessica and Jason. We had our karoke session and oh boi this was one good session. not only this was my first time, (okay JACKOON i know) we had a real good laugh.

Long story to explain what happened but yea, this is a sniplet of what happened. HAHAHAHAH.


"*screams some cantonese mumbo jumbo* YOU KNOW I CAN SUE YOU!?!?! *screams some law mumbo jumbo*" HAHAHAHAHA friggin hilarious!!!


17 December


Finally afterr like so LONG i got to hang out with LEANNE. =)))))))))))))))))))))) okie I swear the next time I'm going out with her I am not bringing any cash or whatsoever. She has this ability to make me spent money. not that I'm complaining or what I haven really been buying much this season. and within like 3 hours she made me spent ALOT more than intended. UGH.


but oh wells, so we gossiped and laughed like LUNATICS. awesomeeness just being able to be with her. =/


and and so for now, I shall just indulge myself in Gong Sam Gai which I have neglected for a few days now! haha. =))

Hello December. =)

December is here. =) in 31 days time we will be ushering in the NEW YEAR and say our goodbyes and kisses to 2009 and say HELLO to 2010. yet another new begining in our lifes.

I realised I haven been really working out for a LONG LONG time. =/ sucker. So today for onceee I woke up early with the aim of jogging and the washing my car which is in TOTAL need of washing! haha.
So mission accomplished today. Okie not the jogging part but yeaa. I got a CLEAN CAR. *the first and the last time i am ever going to wash my car by myself* HAHA.

Sometimes it takes reality to hit you hard and thats when you only realise how much you miss alot of things in our lives and how much you actually appreciate such things. XD
Begining my journey again with the Chicken Soup for the Soul series. =) makes you really pause stop and think that heyy life isnt that bad after all. =D best remedy when you're down.

I am in despo need of catching up on movies and dramas.
Finally got hold of My Sisters Keeper's DVD. watched it and cried even moree than when I was reading the book.

So yesh yesh. from now on I shall enjoyy December and make the best out it. Can't wait for Wednesday and Saturdayyy. WHEEE. =D

College Life through the looking glass.

Somewhere along the line this few months, I seem to have lost my blogging MOJO. I got it back finally. =)

11 months has passed and in a days time we would say goodbye to November and say Hello to December. that leaves me with 6 more weeks of holidays. Better make the best of it then! Holls have been A BIGGGGG BORE. for the first time in my 12 years of holls, i actually FEEL BORED. wonder who sucked the fun out of my life. =(

College life has ended and it has been nearly 2 weeks since my FINALS.

My 11 month journey in SAM has taught me alot more than my 11 years of schooling. It was during this 11 months that I have grown and matured and learned to discover myself and to learn what it is like to be out in the world. As we all left High school, I was still that immature person not knowing my purpose in life and my main prirorities in life. to me then life was all about fun and not knowing who I really was.

Duirng the early days, I argued, fought and even cried and begged till I no longer had any tears, All for ONE MAIN purpose so that I could enroll myself in the SAM programme. I was blessed with the fact that I had someone who I could confide in, someone who had been so faithfully listening to my rambles and cries. and that someone has never FAILED to cheer me up and instill faith in myself when I thought I had lost it all.

I won the battle with my parents in the end. managed to change their mindset and THANK GOD i managed to do so. =) The journey throughout SAM was not an easy one. I found it really hard to cope for the first 1 month. Everything was like GREEK & FRENCH to me. Assignments were delegated in the first week and that was the begining to the many amny countless assignments i had this year.

Amazingly I survived every single assignment, doing my very best and putting my very best into it. Presentations were plenty. It was always there waiting. and along the line, I have learned that to capture your audience attention, you first have to have FAITH AND CONFIDENCE in yourself. I endured sleepless nights and hundreds of cups of coffee to stay awake to complete each and every task. Common test and exams have become my second nature and heyy. it's like I'm IMMUNE to it already.

Indeed NOTHING IS EASY and NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. Honestly, I think I would't have survived Pre-U if it wasn't for my parents especially being there and giving all the moral support I needed. My great lecturers, for which I am really lucky to have. Each guiding me along the way and never failing to have hope in me. For onceee in 12 years of PTM. yes we had PTM and i thought I have escaped them all in college. My lecturers had only words of praises about me on their lips to my parents. Not because well my parents are paying BIG TIME for my fees but it was because they could see that inner me and they knew me much more than I knew myself. it was through them that i have learned and discovered myself.

My classmates also played a BIG ROLE in my college life. the memories, the joy the moments we spent together will always be a part of me. without them in class, I could just wonder what a big bore lectures would have been. =)

Morning bus sessions were the BEST and I'm definitely going to miss them. What greater way there is then to start the day with the DJ people talking and laughing all the way. nothing beats the DJIANS in my life. even if it was just 2 years that i was there, i feel like it has been a life time eternity spent there. okiee, big bore next year having to drive to Uni alone and endure morning jams. =.=

I thought I would never have had survived SAM but I did. =) The begining jouney was a tough one with the whole emotional tribulence thing I was facing, but I had my dearest besties waiting there for me to pick me up. It was during this 11 months that I have met the most amazing people in my life. met people from all walks of life and most importantly, I have become alot closer to friends who I hardly knew and this people are the best ones in my life.

There is a purpose here on life, and the ending of Pre-U is just the begining of something new. it is now only that the seedlings in our respective lifes has begin to germinate.

as for now I have 6 more weeks of holidays, I am going to make the best out of it. =D

I SURVIVED SAM. =)

and and

I'm totally DEPRIVED of sleep right now

and awesomeenesss.

I haven eaten for the last 24 hourssss. =)

oh shit. this is BAD.

Flash Those Legal ID's LEE'S

Everrryyyonee has turned 18 except you both. =)

Jason Lee Jia Sern.

A million words to describeee you. so not going to type them all out here. =)
you can be A PAIN IN THE ASS but deep within you're someone I can always count on.
Thanks for all the times and yuppp grow UP OK SMALL BOY. =D
enjoyyy yourrr LEGAL 18'th and Wishingg you all the verrryyyy best in everythingg okieee
So yupp no longerr SMALL BOY. =(

Lee Zheng Yi

"Because you dont know how I feel"


The girl who never fails to listen to my ramblings, alwayss tolerating my random thoughts and actionsss. the onee who stands by me and sits with me in class. =) all those awesomee moments we spent. I lovee you alot okieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =DDDDDD and doink why must you go to Aussie and leaveeee me here. =(

You're 18 and you're as OLD AS ME. =) like it or nottt you're 18!!!!!!!!!
say goodbyeee to thosee underage days and say hello to your clubbing jeans and fun filled days.

ALL THE BEST OKIEEE dear girl. =D will see you on TV SOON. =D haha.


TO THE BOTH OF YOU. I LOVEE YOU BOTH VERYYY MUCH and I couldn't imaginee life without you two. =D

SO ENJOYY YOURR LEGAL 18'th okieee. =DDDDDDDD

Hugs and kisses!

The Grand Finale

10 months has flew by,

Last day of college has come and gone and now

it's the GRAND FINALE. FINALS.

The biggest step of our lives, the one that would determine if we break or make it.

This would be my passage and gateway to Law School.

No more FOOLING. It's time to be SERIOUS. 1 more week!

To all SAM students, GOOD LUCK!

till then, Loves!

The time has come.

tomorrow is my last week of college!

OH NO!

I'll be Here

Everynight,

i'll sit by the window and watch the moon and the stars

wishing you were here by my side.

if only dreams could come true,

I'll have it my way.

Wishes are the sweetest things one can ever ask for.

Pachelbel-Canon in D

you know it's love when forever is not long enough.

Seriously,

I'm Just SICK of being a part of the whole

TVB drama rama that's going on.

just get a life would you?

Today Someone Turns 18

Another one turns LEGAL today! =D

LEANNE CHOONG LI EAN.

finally, you're 18.

DAI GO LIU lo. hhaha.

I dont have much to say here

as you know what I have to say already. =D

to the girl who maxed my card before I had the chance to do so

to the girl who has the BIGGEST HEART and EARS

to the girl who has the SMARTEST BRAINS

to the girl who's the BEST IN THE WORLD

HAPPY LEGAL 18'th GIRL.

Hope you have the MOST AWESOME MASOME B'day.

you deserve every single minute of it.

BIG HUGS AND KISSES.

<3

Leanne. 8 years of friendship & still counting.....

ps: don't worry and fret about what has happen ok,

you will always have me and I don't take people to heaven. =D

Flour-Dough-Cookies-Pasta!

the Balik Kampung Raya Raya mood has gone by, so has my one weeks holls. =(

Kinda happy that classes are finally going to start but........FINALS FINALS FINALS seem to be RINGING a BELL rather loudly in my ears lately. SO YES FINALS.

There's more life than JUST FINALS. =)

On Tuesday, Leanne came over and we managed to NOT BURN THE KITCHEN & came up with pretty good stuff! =D

Flour+Sugar+Eggs = Dough!

Chatter Chatter Chatter and viola ready to bake!

Baking in process. =)

And VIOLA, the greatest Choc Chip Cookies ever. =D

leanne can't seem to keep her hands away...hhee

After all the cookie galore, it was time for PASTA Cooking. We cooked really awesome PASTA withouty burning the kitchen! =D

since we were too busy concentrating NOT TO BURN THE KITCHEN, no pics. =(

everyday fleww by just like that and now holls is going to end. =/

Finally done with uni application forms. the whole pileee! =) WHEEEEEEEEE.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

toodles!

Shopping Spree and Port Dickson

When you want time to fly, it doesn't. When you don't want it to fly it does.

Trials are finally OVER. THANK GOD.

1 week of holls! much needed and anticipated. hehe.

SHOPPING SPREE WITH LEANNE CHOONG!

talk about being the best of friends.

i haven seen this BRAINY sinceee SPM RESULTS. OMG.

She's the BEST in the WHOLE WORLD.

we do crazy stuff from laughing like crap

to running around the mall

trying every single outfit for the FUN of it. =D

to gossiping.

awww I miss u madness nonsence LEANNE.

leanne!

I know how much of a JAKOON i'm going to sound now. =D

I haven been to Port Dickson since I was 5. =s haha until today!!!!!!!!

I had the best time of my life.

I was craving for the sun, fun, sand and sea. =D

today also for the first time in my lifeeee.....

i went on BANANA BOAT.

ok it was HELLish scary and A WHOLE lot of fun. =/

i drank too much salt water. =) haha.

Pictures... pictures.. waiting for them on FB! =)

the awesome breathtaking view of PD.

yvonne. We've been friends since we were TODLERS. talk about time. =D

and and something WEIRD HAPPENED today.

my scouts Petrol Leader which I hated to the CORE was on the trip.

SAY TOOT. =.=

and GAWD he remembers me.

Calvin: you look familiar, were u in Bu 3 before?

Elaine: errr you were my petrol leader when I was in form 1

Calvin: AHHA. I remember you, no wonder when I saw the roll list, elaine chin. rings a bell. last time you wore glasses right? you changed a lot but awww I remember you.

ok charlene, if you're reading this, I bet you're laughing your ass off. =)

The Day I Turned 18 I Felt Like ROYALTY. =)

I have come up with a conclusion, the best days in a girl's life is not only her wedding day but its also the days where she turns 16, 18 and all her milestone b'days. =)

Everyone went Whooho! Elaine is 18 so whats the Big celebration? =D

nahh, i decided not to celebrate although I could have. I had something else in mind, what better way is there to celebrate than with family!

I spent the day well and it was one of my GREATEST BIRTHDAY EVER.

Went to church, ate books abit, japanese dinner and more after dinner suprises! =D

I want to SHOUT A BIG THANK YOU to all of you who have made my day a SPECIAL ONE!

Thanks for all the wishes. For those who stayed up and wished me, I really appreciate it. =D

To the first person, you've set yourself a binding precedent! haha. THANKS MAN.

The messages that i recieved some were utterly awesome and fab and some so TOUCHING I cried reading them ok! haha!. For those who wished me on fb! thanksssss. =D when i opened fb wowwwwww 160+ notifications. Whooho. now i haven even replied half yet. Sorry!

and whoohoo! I visited anabel yee!

And I wanna say the BIGGEST THANK YOU TO MUMMY AND DADDY!

I know u guys read my BLOG ok. =D

Daddy and Mummy,

You both gave me the greatest SHOCK of my life ok. =D I knew what was comming but I didn't expect it!

Thanks for bringing me to this world and THANKS for MAKING MY 18 B;day the most fab one!!!!!!!!!!!

INDEED I FELT LIKE ROYALTY. =D

and no no no even trials couldn't take my happiness away!

LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

Chocolate Cake for the soul. =D

where's my 18 candles?

we'll let it blow it with your friends!

haha.

so yea I haven blown my 18 candles!

SUPRISEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

The BEST CHEESE CAKE IN THE WORLD

made esp for me by mummy!

this made my day! =D

and finally!

the youngest in the FAMILY is now 18!!!!!! =)

Jaw Dropping

HELLO September. =)

I feel like a BIG BIG BUBBLE is going to burst in me right now.

Great way to kick of September

with the JUCIEST PIECE OF INFO my mum just told me. =D

but come to think of it

if I never get the chance to find out the truth behind it

will i have to live the rest of my life wanting to know the answer?

anyway for NOW ITS LIKE AN OMG kinda statement.

self control Elaine.

i'm never running back to you ever.

August Happenings

August came and is going to end sooonn. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I dont want time to fly so fast. =(

1. SAM is going to end in 2 months pluss. =( not really going to miss Taylors as I'll be there again next year. Going to miss the fun and people though.

2. I'm going to turn 18 in 6 days time. =/ emotionless about this. the only thing I'm looking foward to is being FINALLY LEGAL.

3. Trials are in 2 weeks time! OMG la why so fast one. =(

August has been a pretty good month always has been every year! Never found the source to it though. haha.

I managed to give my SOCIAL LIFE some sparks again. Not that it has been DEAD. =)

August Happenings!

7-13 August 2009

Mock Trial.Trial

8.8.2009

Chin Fei's 18'th at Be Delicious.

Watched G.I Joe after that! =)

Best Movie of the YEAR.

12.8.2009

TAYLORS Charity Drive.

Spent the best 30 bucks ever dunking Mr. David! =)

SEREMBAN SIEW PAU LAI!

18.8.2009

Zhuxiao's 18'th!

Paddington House of Pancakes.

the eyebags were because i slept at 3 am the night before. UGH.

Face to Face

Subang.

Rojak eating session at Taman Tun with the girls!

credits to Anabel Yee.

21.8.2009

Nicole's Farewell+18'th!

Full House.

August is going to end in 2 hours time. Goodbye August 2009 hello September 2009. =/

Econs presentation tomorrow. UGH. Last for econs. haven even prepared my speech. =.= procastination, it kills.

TIME TO GET SERIOUS.

no grades no conditional offers.

Period.

Merdeka Eve

This is crazy. =)

I didnt even realise that today is Medeka eve!

Been a long time since I've been doing that Merdeka Countdown.

ahha. This year there's an excuse : H1N1

Spent 2008 Merdeka Eve with the BIO book till 4 am. =)

2009: Merdeka Eve with the Legal book till dunno what time! =D

haha. i need a life.

nights!

As I stood there and watched you,
I felt this sharp thought piercing through my mind
A thought that screamed a thousand words at me.

why is it that I feel that way then?
try being besties with those who are awesome at everything.
try being around them all the time
you'll begin to wonder, ahha, what are you made of then?

it just makes you feel like A LOSER.

IT DOES.

As Time Goes By....

When Pictures Paints a Thousand Words.

Noir Blanc 2008.

In High School it was us 6.

22.08.2009

Nicole's Farewell.

And Serene has left leaving us 5.

And soon after Nicole leaves, its only the us 4.

& soon all of us will be overseas...

For all the times and memories we have with each other now,

cherish every single minute

for there's not turning back.

Oink Oink

Someone turns 18 today. =)

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.

Santa is here? Nope. Something even better than that.

HO ZHUXIAO

is finally 18 and officially LEGAL. =)

Hello Zhu Zhu. =)

I'm going to make this short and simple

not one of those LONG WINDED post.

I cannot imagine what life would have been without you

always being there.

For all those ugly times we had,

it just made us stronger as friends.

all I can say is

Zhuxiao, you're irreplaceable

&

IRRESISTIBLE.

Have an AWESOME BLASTING LEGAL 18!!!!!

elaine loves you truck donkey loads.

hugs and kisses.

My 200'th post belongs to

Zhuxiao's b'day dedication.

more reasons to love me. :)

LOUD 2009

finally, after a week of back to back assesments from maths to legal to ESL to an econs assignment, I'm finally done with those. Well, I thought so, Unfortunately....NO.

for the next 3 weeks I have another NiCe great weeks of assesments, the final curtain call to GRAB those internal marks. gawd, I need my internal marks and my scholarship.

Last night, was my only chance to BREATHE and have fun. =) LOUD 2009 at DUMC was my destination. It has been ages since I went to an evangelistical rally! haha. remembered those days where Planet Shakers use to come to my church and how fun it was being CREW and the pain of it, when the next am, your jaws are aching from smilling and your voice lost, ALL FOR THE GLORY OF THE LORD. =)

HUI NING. =)

hui ning, wai kar and me. Anabel YEE. You're missing. =(

Emo bug go away....

If scientist can come up with pesticides to kill bugs

why can't they come up with a

FORMULA

too kill EMO BUGS. =(

i need tripledoublesinglequarterhalf dosage now.

Because You Turned 18 today

Happy 18 Birthday Shireen Tan a.k.a The Drama Rama Queen. =)

you know we mean alot to each other

&

I do miss sitting beside you! boo.

enjoy every moment of your birthday

&

yes we shall party hard and all day and night once Nov is here. =/

make good use of those oh so awesome presents we gave you!

for the right reasons.

*winks*

loves!

ps: i can't find the pic we have together, =(

ahha this will do then since we're next to each other!

I want a pic with you and that Superman..... =)

I'm on a race against time and the clock
because

there is no way

am I going to allow myself

to screw up things

like i did before.

it all begins right now.

So Long

Friends are abundant,
They are the ones that you can smile, joke and laugh with.

but

True friends are ones
that stick by you through thick and thin, cry with you, smile with you and walk through every step with you.

I use to be very naive, easily trusting the friends whom i thought were my "true friends"
It took a rather simple occasion to prove to me that
those whom you think are your true friends, are not so true after all.
I found out that, I just couldn't trust them anymore the way I use too.

Words that are being mentioned infront are being passed behind to the next person.
When we're together, it doesnt seem like you're great company anymore.
you seem to be more interested in where the lime light falls.
You seem to be a mere illusion to me now.

Yes, it has been painfull to realise that maybe you're not the kind of friend I need in my life anymore.
You seem to be chasing the world rather than to look at reality.

Maybe it's you, maybe it's me.
but one thing I know for sure is
i'm never going to trust you ever again.

It'll shock the world if i choose to say who you are, because
no one would ever imagine this.

I think, we should start keeping a distance from each other now
as it seems that we don't get along as well as we use too.

Thanks for the memories and the fun times we had together,
I'll always remember those times.

and thanks for allowing me to see your inner self.

So from now on, the story line is as simple as ABC, keeping to yourself is the best because you can't seem to trust anyone anymore.

I know I've changed

&

I'll never be that same girl ever again.

Happy 18th Anabel Yee

When 2009 rolled along, it was not only a year that we all started college and high school life had finally ended, it marked a new begining in all our lives.

2009 is the year all of us born in 1991 would be turning 18.

I dedicate this post my dear friend Anabel Yee Hor Yan who turns 18 today! =)

Anabel Yee

the girl who loves rainbows. =)

Anabel,

English tution and high school life brought us together as friends,
6 years of knowing you has formed a special bond between us.


Life and memories
were endured together.


Laughter and tears,
we were both there for each other.


When troubles arose,
we both knew we could count on each other.


Phone calls till late night
were not a waste of time
but it was times that we both treasured.


We never left each other alone
when us girl's just wanted to have fun! =)


You were always there to lend a shoulder when i needed one
and I was there for you also.


Together we form a friendship bond
stronger than any chemical bond that could have been formed.


With this, all i want to say is,


Anabel Yee Hor Yan,

you never failed to put a smile on my face when we are together.
As you take another step becoming 18,
always remember to continue to count your blessings one by one
as the Lord has blessed you in so many ways.


Being 18 is the begining of a new chapter.
one waiting to be filled with stories, memories and knowledge.
and not to forget someone's OFFICIALY LEGAL! =)


Cheers to you and to a fabulous future ahead of you.


You know how much I treasure the friendship we have!


Have an awesome Blasting 18 birthday girl. You know you deserve it!


Love you truck Loads Babe! =)

Live's Tribunals

A blink of an eye and July is here already. =) 7 months of college life has passed and yesh, I love every single minute of it.

I just realised, my dear blog has become kinda dead. ahha, lets blame that on the datelines I have to meet, homework and all the yadadaaa in the world.

Life has been preety boring, the same old boring routine everyday. BAH.

The whole entire week was spent studying for exams, acc and econs. Pheww..I thought I was going to flunck Acc, but no I didnt. =) Saturday was detstress day. the best destress, SHOPPING. =) but then sadly, something really spoiled my mood that day, ahha, no point mentioning it. dont want to remember what had happened. so yea Boo.

Our class video is finally done! =) Stupidity. Why oh Why must we have a magazine and an e-magazine? LOL. but it was fun pulling it together. oh wells.

I dont think I'm going to like July. Non stop exams and all. But ahha, there's a little jeez to make this month a little more fun, someonee is turning 18 in a few days time. ahha. the Dai Ka Jie. =)

Gahhh, I hate the fact that I have yet to convince my dad that I can drive alone. Bah. irritating sial pestering daily. Mummy gave me her Pass dy now its daddy. BAh. and and I want my car, but no daddy has to be smart enough and insists that he wants to wait for carplate no. so pleaseeeeeeee, Car registration numbers faster roll and oh yesh, Ringgit would you just depreciate nicely for a few days? =) I'll be gratefull forever. haha.

Sometimes in life

you never seem to expect what will come around

&

how you're able to handle such situations.

I guess

I just have to learn to accept things the way they are

since it's

already going to happen

&

there's no way I can stop it

I might just as well

learn to let go.

life's never going to be the same.

I admit that. no denying.

Somehow along the way during acc class nowww....

I feel like getting out of here and Go HERE! =)

University of Reading, Law School, await my presence in 2011/2012

Taylors Lakeside Campus, await my new campus for 2010.

ACC IS BORINGGGGG........

Time Never Seems To Heal A Broken Heart

It hurts to see

what I have to see daily.

But I try Hard enough to

forget about it.

it's an image plastered in my mind.

a scar

that has already left

a mark in my heart.

I try hard to avoid you daily.

For I have Grown

To Love You More

Each Day

The BIG CICAK Adventure!

Came home from college today preety late, had some stuff to do after class.

All of a sudden, my mum ran out from the kitchen and jumped on the chair and told my dad, THERE'S A '4 Kiok Sei' in the KITCHEN. SHIT. Instant reaction, I jumped on the couch. AND I WAS LIKE DADDDY GO KILL THE FELLA.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

next thing, my dad was like SHIT the fella SUPER BIG, I also dare not do anything! fast thinking, my mum ran upstairs already. What to do? Leave the fella there meh? Ahha. CALL SRCURITY GUARD!

My mum was like STUPO on the stairs and daddy was distracting that BIG FELLA, so I had to call the security. LOL. Teehee, running there will be slow, so I grabbed the car keys and drove to the guardhouse. AHHA,. My awesome driving skills. =)

When you haven been using BM for a long while, it SUCKS. I told the Guard, eehh Encik Ismail, ada satu CICAK BESAR dalam dapur rumah saya. MAN the guards laugh. =.= Later only I realised why. They caught the FELLA and OMG...by that time i was upstairs and OMG THE FELLA WAS A BIG BIG ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The biggest I've ever seen.

Then the guard said, Ini BIAWAK la amoi. LOL. My parents laugh ahha, CICAK BESAR. Luckily i was not at home alone, i think I would have passed out! haha. I see cockroach also can faint, imagine this!

Top 10 disadvantages when the golf course is just a few rows behind ur house,
you get to see all these FREAKY AND EEKY REPTILES and MONKEYS LOADS. =( I got chased by a monkey before. BAH...

I never want to go near a DAM REPTILE anytime soon.

There's always a first time

For the 1'st time in my life,

I'm freaking out about my presentation for tomorrow.

So not me.

Nervous wreck right now.

BOO.

I'm not going to allow your words

to HURT ME

no matter what.

GIRLS

Today in the fast moving world, it's hard to keep up with friends let alone meet up.

Today is a very SPECIAL DAY. =)

Finally after ages of saying and talking, Charlene and I finally went out. LOL.

Charlene Teoh. ahha. we go way back. from being kindergarden mates to primary school mates to secondary and now college, well technically although she's in Hartamas. haha.

Pretty funny how life goes about. =D

Finally, we made a deal and we met up. it's been ages since we last hanged out. BOO. Watched I LOVE U, MAN. BLOODY GAY show. ok, so it was my fault that we were sitting there watching that show since I was the one who wanted to watch it.

During that 2 hours, we were like WTH all the way. Lesson learnt, never get a DORK BF! haha, they cause you misery. Some said that the GUYS would have understood the show, but hey, we walked out with "extra knowledge". teehee, Char I wasn't even corrupted by 1% after that show. my mind is still as "CLEAN" ahha.

emmm, we had lunch at Esquire Kitchen! haha. been a long time since I ate there, the last time was HIGH SCHOOL days. hhaa. =D

HAHA. normally, when I shop with friends, it will be me doing most of the buying but ahhaaaaaaaaa, I managed to make Charlene buy things and keep my wallet stuck in my bag. haha. and boy she was MAD that i didnt get anything. haha. BOO Char!

Time flies when you are having a GOOD TIME. whooo. Better believe this, today on the 2nd June 2009, I finally had my FIRST STARBUCKS for the YEAR. HAHA. can you beat the temptation when it's just right opposite my campus. =/

We talked about OLD TIMES. The BU3 days. and we did have a good laugh at those times. Priceless memories. and LOL, she remembered all that had happened including what had happened in the Locker Room. ahha. LOL. that's our little secret. BLEH.

and the BEST MEMORY was, in std.6 we had stupid ART exam, haha I couldn't draw for nuts so she helped me paint some stupid poster out and taddaaaa, I got an A while she got a B! hahaha.

our drink. =) chocolate chip cream.

CHARLENE TEOH MEI PING

*edit*

Loves!

Char&Laine

I never knew and remembered I once said that Jerk was SWEET. EWWWWWWWWWWW

oh and haha, i like what i saw in the cinema.

zheng yi and her ahem. :)

going to work my 6 sense now. HAHA.